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Note: This is before Thomas went into the Maze. I got this idea off Tumblr but it was just a text post so don't say I'm stealing.Thomas's POV
Same thing every day. Watching these poor Gladers run around trying to find a way out. When, really, their isn't one. Only for the Grievers.
I felt bad for all of them. I always hated WICKED and I always will. I hate watching them keep trying and trying, never giving up. Because they'll never find out. They'll eventually die out there. It's horrible. I can barely stand it.
I am very fond of this one Glader, Newt. He's a Runner. He always seems so into trying to find a way out. He has some motivation in him. It's beautiful.
Well, he's also very attractive. But that's the bottom part of it.
I always see him come out, disappointed of finding nothing in the Maze at the end of the day.
I feel so bad for them. I mean, they don't even remember who they were before the Maze. They had a family, friends that love them, miss them.
I put away my thoughts as I watch Newt go to sleep. Then, I shut off the computer for the night, my thoughts of Newt trailing back to me.
When I get up in the morning, my thoughts immediately go to Newt. I had a wonderful dream that we met and confessed our feelings for each other.
I'm such a school girl. But, it was really cute and makes me want them to find a way out even more. He'd be the perfect boyfriend. The prince to my... prince.
It was basically love at first sight for me. I remember when we had to send him out. He was a cool person. We seemed to like each other. Always hung out. Best friends, really. Then he was sent out, and I was left alone. He doesn't even remember me now...
I watch the monitor as Newt and the other Runners go in. Newt seems a little... grumpy. He usually isn't, he must have had no sleep. He gets cranky when he hasn't had any sleep.
I watch the other Gladers run around doing work for the whole day. This job is pretty boring. Nothing much happens. Only when someone gets stung by a Griever or gets hurt y another Glader or whatever.
When it's time for the Runners to go back, I look for Newt in the midst of the Runners. I don't see him. The other Runners look confused, too.
What happened?! Is he lost? Hurt? Worse?
I change my monitor angle quickly to the Maze. It takes me a few seconds to spot him.
He's climbing up a wall.
I wonder why? Is he lost and climbing up to find the other Runners?
No, Newt never gets lost....
I watch him with my full attention, although I'm supposed to be at a different angle today, I don't care. Newt is more important than my job.
When he reaches the top, he hesitates. He looks down. What is he going to do?
Right when I answered my own question he jumps off the wall.
I scream so loudly. Why would they do this?
"NO! NO! HE CAN'T BE- HE CAN'T- NO!" I scream.
Other WICKED people come over and tell me that I need to calm down. But I can't. I can't relax. The guy that I had a dream about, my.. prince, might as well be dead.
But at the same time I'm angry. This is all WICKED's fault! He has a family, friends that care about him. They made Newt leave them. And now he was suicidal. He was done with living a fake life for some dumb experiment and wanted to end it. ALL FOR SOME DUMBASS EXPERIMENT. They treat these guys like slaves. Forced to try to do something with no directions. It's like putting a pack of rabbits in a random habitat without their instincts. It's horrible. I am so done.
I scream even harder, and sob as they drag me away from my monitor. I cry so hard, for Newt. The guy that was my best friend before the Maze. The guy who I loved, might be dead.
And he doesn't even know who I am.
A/N
OK I'M DONE 😭
But this is how I imagined Thomas would have felt (well, maybe without all the love parts but NEWTMAS IS REAL SO IT PROBABLY WAS THERE)
It's winter break for me yay so I'll try to write more.
But I'm literally crying. I made myself cry.
Idk what I'm doing for the next one. Please send me requests maybe?
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