USSR x Third Reich [2.0 OneShots]

I Don't Deserve You..

"I don't deserve you.."
"Please, just.."
"Find someone better than me."
"Let me go."
"I don't deserve your love.."
"I never did.."
"But..the way you look
at me with those red ruby eyes.."
"I know..I know you deserve
someone better,
and not me."

Reich sigh, Soviet was having those
panic attacks again and Reich
was the only one who can stop
him from doing so. Soviet had
PTSD. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
He have also panic attacks often.
Reich could only comfort him,
rubbing circles at his back to
prevent him from crying.
But, this day..everything wasn't
he expected.

Present day..

Reich wake up from the sounds of
mumbled cries through the bathroom.
He stand up, opening the door to
be locked the cries getting louder
making Reich panic he knows
Soviet is inside and had a bad feeling
his having a panic attack again.
He knocked gently, mumbling soft
words throughout the door he knows
what made Soviet calm during this
kind of situation. Then, the door
slowly opened..revealing a distress
Soviet with red puffy eyes, bags under
his eyes, and dull ocean blue eyes he
used to love. Soviet sniffed there
and there every moment pass.
Reich frowned, at the sight.
He hugged Soviet only to be push
away slowly. Reich looked at Soviet
with confusion before Soviet talk.
"I don't deserve you.."
Those words make Reich froze in
place. He stiffen, and looked at
Soviet like he was crazy.
Soviet really looked serious despite
the tears stained on his face.
Reich stayed silent for a moment
before Soviet started curling up
like a ball and started to repeat the
words he said to Reich.
"I don't deserve you.."
"I really do.."
"Please find someone.."
"Someone better than me.."
Reich was crying at this point.
It hurts to see his lover like this..
He hugged Soviet, despite the
way he struggled. He just whispers
to himself he was not worth it..
But, after the drama..they soon
made up and cuddled that night.

Me/Author:
I am making this story for now..-w-
But, seems like I just finished it.
So have a good day or night!
Bye!