One last chance to make it right

(17) Please Don't

Octavia's P.O.V

I can't believe that Clarke is going to make me tell Bellamy. He's going to kill Lincoln, because of me, he's only gonna do it because he wants to protect me, and he thinks that Lincoln hurt me, but what he doesn't know is that he won't.

Don't get me wrong, I love Clarke, but right now I wish you was locked up even dead right now, because I don't want to tell my brother. I know that sounds wrong and messed up, but it's true, my head that's all I want is a break.

"Octavia, come on, he's not gonna kill him, I promise"

"How do you have no he won't do you even know my brother? Because if you did, you wouldn't be saying that"

"Why are you so upset"

"Why am I upset, is that the question your asking right now cause if that is, you have some problems if you don't understand why I'm upset. I'm upset because you're making me tell my brother something I don't want to tell him because he will murder the man I love. I love my brother and I love you, but right now you've made the wrong choice" I say and storm.

I run into Bellamy on the way to my tent and I think he knew I was upset so he just left me alone. I left Lincoln a message and he met me at our hill.

"What's wrong O" Lincoln asks.

"Clarke wants me to tell bellamy about you" I say.

"Clarke? Clarke knows about me"

"Yeah, um, I was kinda freaking out and I kinda told her about you and she thinks that Bell won't kill you but I think he will, because it's Bellamy we're talking about"

"Hey calm down okay, I think it's a good idea that I meet him, now that I think about it"

"Are you fucking kidding me right now"

"No I'm not, if Bellamy want to kill me I'll let him, to prove to him that I will do anything to protect you and to show him how much I love you"

"You love me?" I asked him.

"Of course I do, how could I not" He says.

"There is a lot of ways you could or should not love me, but I love you too and that's why I'm okay with you loving me" I tell him.

With that he pulls me close to him and kisses me like he never has before and I was scared of him meeting my brother, but at the same time, I was okay because he was there to calm me.

*later*

Me and Lincoln walk hand in hand until we close to camp but far enough where the guards won't see us.

"Please say you didn't bring any weapons with you"

"No I didn't"

"Okay, you ready"

"Yes I am"

We get to the gate and then Miller comes up to us. He says nothing and we keep on walking until we get to my brothers tent.

"Wait here, okay?" He nods and I go into the tent.

"Hey O, what's up" Bellamy says

"There's someone I'd like you to meet" I say as I walk outside. Bellamy follows me and sees Lincoln and he doesn't look happy.

"Who is this" He asks.

"This is Lincoln, I've been seeing him for a bit and I thought it was finally time you met him"

"He's a grounder"

"Former, I left because I didn't agree the way they tortured people, they said either, I accept it or leave, so I left and I'm glad for it because I would have never met Octavia if I didn't"

"As long as you don't try to kill my sister and that you tried to protect her as much as you can" Bell says.

"I would never tried to kill her, I love her with all my heart" Lincoln says.

With that, my brother is okay with me and I was so surprised but I was also glad that my brother was gonna try to kill him. This is a good thing I can't wait until I ask Lincoln to move in the camp with me.