(30) truth about how they feel about the baby.

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Bellamy's P.O.V

I can't believe that Clarke and I are going to have a child, this is all I have ever wanted since I was 16 but I never thought it would be with the woman I'm in love with and that is in love with me.

Clarke is my everything and now so is this child. I just can't wait until I can hold it and it says it's first words and all that stuff. The one thing that I'm not excited for is when the baby gets here, Clarke is gonna be in pain, and I hate to see her in pain, but at the end we get a child.

When me and Clarke I'm married, I didn't expect kids until at least a couple years, but I'm glad that we're getting it now, and I'm excited for Octavia because she is engaged.

"I'm going to Lincoln for him to do a check up, you want to come?" Clarke asks.

"I would love to" I say to her.

"Okay come on"

"Okay, and I want you to know that I'm excited for this, I can't wait"

"I know, so am I and I know your gonna be a great father"

"And you a mother"

"If you say so" She says

"I do now let's go" I say and we left to go get a check up.

Clarke's P.O.V

After we saw Lincoln and he confirmed that I am pregnant, we went home and just cuddled because I was getting tired. I am so happy, I am starting a family at the man I'm in love with. The only thing that could make it better is if I had a good relationship with my mom.

I have my brother and I have my husband, my sister in law and all our friends, but having a mother to give me advice on how to be a mother is the only thing I want but I can't have that. I feel like because I don't have a good relationship with my mom, I won't be a good mom to this child.

Laying here with my husband helps me be at peace, he holds me while I forget, and he tells me that I'm gonna be a great mom and at times I believe it, but I always go back to thinking I'm gonna be a horrible mother.

"What are you thinking about?" Bell asks me.

"Nothing important, I just love being in arms" I say to him.

"I love you being in my arms"

"Your sweet, I love you so much"

"I love you too, ever since you started yelling at me in that stupid, damn dropship"

I laugh and smile then I say "well I have loved you ever since you saved my life by holding onto my hand when I fell through that hole in the ground"

"We should go to bed, come on" He says.

"Okay, your the love of my life you know that"

"Yes and do you know you are the love of my life as well"

"Yeah, good night Bell"

"Good night princess"

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