One last chance to make it right

(31) celebration

Clarke's P.O.V

Today is a good day for a celebration because me and Bell just found out that we are going to be parents and Lincoln and Octavia are getting married so... Why not.

Monty and Jasper have moon shine done even though I can't have any it's for everyone else, Bellamy mostly. Octavia asked me to be her maid of honor and of course I said yes but she said she is planning it, but not for a while.

*that night*

The party has started and I haven't left my house yet because I don't know if I can go.

"Clarke you ready to go" Bell asks as he walks into the bathroom (where I am at).

"I don't know if I can go" I tell him.

"Why is that"

"I don't feel well, and my head hurts"

"Here take this" He say handing me a plant that always helps my headaches. I take it and wait for it to work, while I wait for it to work Bellamy just smiles at me with that goofy smile he gives me every day. "I love you, you know that"

"I love you too, I can't wait to be able to hold our child in our arms and see you be all soft and gentle"

"You and me both, I really want it to be a girl, I want her to look just like you and have your personality because that way for me you will live forever"

"Well I want a boy, I want him to look like you and have your personality but a little softer and that way for me you live forever"

My headache went away and so we go to the celebration, when we got there O and Linc was the first ones we saw and talked to. Then me and Bell saw and talked to Monty and Jasper and Jasper gave me a radle he made for Bellamy and mine's baby.

Me and Bell go home and we get through the door and he takes my face and kisses me lightly. "You're the love of my life" He says while kissing my neck softly.

"And you're the love of my life, forever, it's always been you... Even when I thought I hated you, I loved you and I will always love you"

"Let's get to bed, you and the baby need sleep... Come on"

We go to bed and he wraps his arms around me and when he does I instantly relaxed, he always makes me feel safe.

Bellamy's P.O.V

After Clarke and I went to bed I couldn't fall asleep I just watched as she relaxed when I put my arm around her and pulled her closer to my chest. Her and this baby are everything to me (along with my sister of course). I just can't believe I'm going to be a father in only a few months...I'm afraid I won't be a good one but Clarke says for me to shut up because I'm going to be a great father but I kinda don't believe her...we will see.

As she sleeps I imagine that we have a baby girl that looks just like Clarke but has long curly dirty blonde hair and a smile just like Clarke's. I imagine her and Clarke sitting in a field and our daughter in front of her, our daughter is smiling and Clarke is drawing her.

I want a little girl, that looks just like Clarke but Clarke wants a baby boy that looks like me, if we are lucky, maybe we will get both. But whatever we have, I love this child as much as I do, my wife and my sister.