One last chance to make it right

(32) Worried

Clarke's P.O.V

I wake up and I feel big strong arms around me, and then I feel a big round nausea hit me. I get up as fast as I can and run to the bathroom and slam the door, and I know I will build me up by moving so quickly.

"Princess are you okay?" Bellamy asks me when he hears me in the bathroom.

"Yeah, I'm okay" I say back to him.

"You know I don't believe you, right?"

"I know, but I'm telling you I'm Okay, I promise"

"let me in"

"no, I don't want you to see me like this"

"your my wife, now let me in"

With that I opened the door and then went back the toilet and sat down against the wall. I know that Bellamy is worried because it says it all over his face but his is normal for being pregnant, it's just morning sickness...hopefully.

"I'm worried about you Clarke" he says while looking into my eyes with love and worry.

"it's just morning sickness, I'm fine and it's normal for being pregnant...I'm seeing Lincoln about it later today, do you want to come with me?" I ask him as he holds my hands and looks into my eyes.

"yes, I love you and this baby so much"

"and we love you, we just have about 8 months until we have our little prince or princess"

"little Princess but I know"

"or Prince, you don't know what we are having"

"or do I...I kidding but I have a feeling it's a girl"

"well if it is then I want to name her Aurora"

"are you serious, you want to name our daughter after my mother?" he asks me.

"yeah" I say to him. We get out of the bathroom and sit on the bed.

"If we have a boy then I want to name him Jake"

"Bell you don't have to do that just because I am"

"no I like the name Jake and I know how much you loved your father so if we have a son we will"

"I love you so much" I tell him.

"I love you too, and this baby" He says as he pulls me into his arms.

Bellamy's P.O.V *later*

Earlier I was worried about Clarke because she woke up and ran to the bathroom. She said that she was fine and that I shouldn't worry but I can't help it, she's my wife and when she is in the bathroom throwing up then I'm going to worry.

We are about to go see Lincoln and I hope everything is okay because if it's not then I don't know what I'm going to do. Clarke is my everything and if something is wrong then I hurts me to think about it, I just hope her and the baby are okay.

We are with Lincoln and he's giving Clarke a check up. He smiles and says "everything looks fine"

"She was throwing up a lot this morning, is that normal" I ask him with a worried face.

"Yes that's completely normal, she's carrying a child it's normal to have morning sickness, but if it gets too bad like she can't hold any food down, can move hardly, then come back as soon as possible because that is not normal"

"Okay thank you" Clarke says and we leave, I took the day off work to make sure Clarke was ok and so I could be there for the appointment.

We go home and Clarke decides to take a nap because she is tired. I tell her before she feel asleep that I was going to hang out with the boys and that I will see her in a bit. She says okay and I leave and sit by the fire pit thinking about how my life lead me to having the best wife in the world and me about to become a father.

Murphy's P.O.V

I haven't seen much of Bellamy and Clarke since they got married, I don't know why I just haven't. I see Bellamy sitting alone by the fire pit spacing out, he must be worried about Clarke.

I walk up to him and sit next to him, and he is spaced out like no other. "you okay man?" I asked him.

"yeah, just everything is hitting me all at once, I'm about to be a dad, it's crazy" he says.

"yeah, I'm sorry I haven't been around much I just needed some time to myself to think"

"it's fine I have been busy myself because of Clarke and the baby"

"I bet, how's Clarke doing?"

"she was throwing up this morning and it worried me but Lincoln told us that it was normal but it still is worrying me" he says while shaking his head.

"yeah, well she is going to have morning sickness until the baby is born so you better get used to it" I explain to him.

"I won't ever get used to it, she's my wife and seeing her feel like that kills me because all I want to do is take the pain away...and I know when she gives birth the pain will be horrible for her and I will hate to see her in pain but in the long run we get a baby boy or girl"

"you really do love her don't you?"

"I married her didn't I"

"true, you did"

"ypu should spend some time with your sister, I know she misses you" he says to me.

"I know I miss her too but she will be pissed at me" I say to him.

"what did you do"

"I've been talking to our mom"

"oh god"

"yep"

"well good luck with that, anyway I'm going to go home and hold my wife in my arms"

"okay tell her I want to talk to her tomorrow"

Clarke's P.O.V

Belllamy come in the bedroom, gets changed, and then gets in bed and wraps his arms around me. I love it when he does this, because having him just all of the sudden put his arms around me and whisper in my ear I love you. everything I love about him I mostly see at night and I love him so much and I know how much he love this kid and I know he is worried about me but I understand why. He is a loving person who loves his family and worrys about his family and that's one thing I love most about him.

"I love you my Princess" he says into my ear.

"I love you too" I say back to him.