𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓽𝓵𝓮.

hi hoes

where do i start,,, 

well... i haven't been on social media for numerous reasons (besides sc only to send streaks bc some of them are too high to lose yk)

i graduated high school and lee and i signed up for college classes together. we live in different dorms tho🤧🤧

i started feeling truly happy and stopped smoking weed.💀

um. my biomom abandoned me again. toward the end of the summer. and i cried? idk dude, i guess i was having a good time with her trying to teach me spanish and how to cook puerto rican food. it hit harder than i expected. i spent a lot of time crying to myself because i didn't want my REAL mom to be offended. in hindsight, that was dumb of me to think she would be offended, but yeah i got caught by my dad full-on sobbing in the shower when i thoight they weren't home and i had a chat w my parents. felt a lot better about that.

started college. and weed again. rip. (not enough to actually do serious damage, tho, dw.)

gennadi and i are planning a trip for winter break with her gf and my bf (who is still lee. thank god).

lee is finally getting the help he needs. he sees the campus counselor weekly and our uni health care mostly pays for his anxiety meds (his aspergers causes him to have high social anxiety). he is getting so much better without any help from his parents and i am so, so happy for him.

my siblings are still in contact with me, but not as much.

anywho, how have you guys been? i miss you lots. thanks for sticking around.