𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 - 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠

8

Throughout the day Jisung hasn't been touched not once or messed with.

He felt proud of himself, proud that he could simply stand up and say 'fuck you' without getting pushed. 

It was nearly time for the pep rally and let's just say that Jisung literally wanted to throw himself off a cliff.

While all the students were meeting up with their friends, talking and laughing, he just stood there, not knowing what the hell to do. 

Of course, before he met Seungmin, he was used to this kind of feeling. He hoped for it to never come back when Seungmin came but once again he was left alone by someone whom he trusted. 

That's why he doesn't trust anyone anymore. 

He gave several chances to different people but those people just left him for a more popular and better crowd. 

So, there he stood alone.

He felt weak and sad once again. His emotions were getting to him and right now he was trying his hardest to push them away. 

He wanted to hide those emotions deep in his heart so that no one could never find it.

'I thought Vernon said these emotions would be gone..' Jisung thought to himself 

'Sungie remember that your emotions make you who you are. I can't take them away from you or else my cute little Squirrel wouldn't be himself' Vernon spoke 

Jisung rolled his eyes at the nickname. 

'But I hate this emotion. The feeling of being alone....'

'Remember your not gonna be alone forever.' 

Jisung's eyes widened. 

'I'm not gonna be alone forever?' Jisung thought to himself. 

Of course, Jisung never thought of that but who would want to be with him? 

'Jisung one day your gonna fall in love and your cute demonic self is gonna go UwU' 

'What the fuck?' Jisung cursed 

He was never gonna fall in love. 

Well more specifically, no one was gonna fall in love with him. 

Girls maybe, but not boys. 

'You never know Jisung... There could be someone just like you out there..'

Jisung raised an eyebrow.

In the middle of his thought, the announcements came on. 

"All students head to the outside gymnasium at this time" 

 Jisung sighed to himself and thought about skipping the pep rally, but he did want to watch the pep rally... because a certain someone was in it.

An idea popped up in his head. 

'The roof..' Jisung thought and ran to the roof that faced the outside gymnasium. 

Once he got there, he saw that he had a perfect view of the pep rally. 

I mean even if it was too far away Jisung could still see it because of new and improved vision. 

"Students! Welcome to Melodies High School Pep Rally. Today, we have a performance from our cheerleaders, dance team, chorus, band, and drumline!!" The principle exclaimed 

Everyone cheered with their friends and recorded the cheerleader's performance so they could post it on social media. 

Jisung just sat on the roof and smiled. 

For some reason, he felt happy. 

Everyone smiling and having fun with their friends made him smile. 

Though he doesn't have the best life, he was happy that others had a good one. 

"What are you doing up here?" A soft and deep familiar voice spoke behind him. 

Jisung turned around to see the very popular Lee Felix standing behind him. 

Jisung raised an eyebrow.

"What are you doing here? Aren't you on the dance team?" Jisung asked, receiving a small nod from the younger. 

'Why is he acting so nice?' Jisung thought 

"Is it okay if I sit with you..." Felix asked nervously. 

"Uh yeah.." Jisung patted a spot next to him. 

Felix sat next to him, making sure there was space in between them. 

Jisung couldn't help notice that Felix's eyes were red and puffy... as if he was crying...

Jisung wanted to ask what was wrong but he stayed quiet. 

He didn't want Felix going off on him. 

Felix stared off into the pep rally and Jisung followed where he was looking at. 

It was Changbin kissing Alicia. 

Jisung gulped, knowing that Felix and Changbin were one of the best-known couple of the school. 

"You know..." Felix started talking 

"I feel so shitty for everything I've said to you or done." 

Jisung couldn't believe what he was hearing. 

Was this the real Lee Felix he knew? The bad boy of the school? The one that threw him across the lunchroom? The one that laughed at him because he didn't have a mother? 

Felix looked at him and Jisung's heart broke. 

Tears were running down his face and his eyes were red and puffy. 

His hair was messed up and his lip was quivering. 

Jisung's eyes soften in sight of the boy. 

"I was so stupid. I'm still stupid now thinking that you would forgive me from his shitty apology." Felix wiped his tears and more tears just spilled out his eyes. 

"I did all that just to impress someone that I love. And now I see I did that for nothing. Just to be played with.." 

Felix choked on tears and started sobbing. 

Jisung felt so bad for the boy. 

Felix bullied someone just so he could impress someone he loved, resulting in him getting cheated on with someone else. 

Jisung pulled the smaller boy into a hug, letting Felix's head rest on his shoulder as he stroked the boy's hair. 

This surprised both Felix and Jisung. Jisung never knew how he could just be so generous to someone who bullied him and Felix never expected Jisung to hug him. 

"I-i'm so so sorry Jisung.... " and there Felix broke down. 

He sobbed and cried and pulled onto Jisung's hoodie.

Jisung didn't mind that Felix was using his shirt for a tissue. 

"Did you tell your friends about Changbin?" Jisung asked softly. 

Felix laughed. 

"What friends? They are Changbin's friends. Now that Changbin wants Alicia... they don't care about me. I'm alone... just like before" 

Jisung looked down. 

'So he knows how it feels... to be alone..' 

'Yep, he does. I remember Felix. Ya know he has devil powers too.' 

Jisung choked. Felix looked at him concerned. 

"Are you okay?" Felix asked 

"Yeah it's just Vernon said something- wait" Jisung cut himself off, realizing what he just said

Felix's eyes widened 

"Y-you know Vernon?" 

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This was unexpected-