Sin City (Jenlisa G!P 18+)

Back and Forth (24)

The following morning I woke up before Kai to make him breakfast before he started his hectic morning routine. I whipped several eggs in a bowl and tossed the ingredients that I finely chopped into the bowl. Then I started whipping once again. I couldn't believe that I had ended my affair with a simple text message. My emotions were erratic. One part of me was relieved that I didn't have to lie anymore but another part felt physically ill. I miss Lisa. I miss her so much.

I could feel the agony and remorse and melancholy and feelings of loss rising in a pool of tears. What is wrong with me? I asked myself over and over again. Kai came up behind me smelling of a his signature cologne. He wrapped his long arms around my stomach as he lightly kissed me.

"Kai?" I uttered trying to keep my tears at bay while he was pushing against me.

"It's been a long time." he whispered in reaching for the opening of my robe and pulling it away from my breasts.

"I think we should talk first."

I used my arms to cover my exposed chest before turning around to face him.

"I don't want to talk." he said pulling my robe away once again.

Kai leaned in for a kiss.

"There's something you should know."

"Not now."

"It's important-"

He cut me off by pushing his lips against mine. Kai slid me against the fridge working his tongue in my mouth like he missed me, like he was deprived. His hand slid up my belly and groped my breasts in both hands massaging the tender flesh gently as he pushed his mouth even harder into mine. I found myself reacting because his kiss was so familiar and I didn't know what else I could say to stop this from happening.

I shut the part of my brain off and just went with it. I had an obligation to satisfy my husband. We are bound by laws and vows dedicated my life to this man. My first love. I paused pulling back just a little so that I could see his brown eyes as I brushed his hair off his forehead. So many beloved memories had commenced with a glance into his eyes.

I remembered a clumsy freshmen with thick brown hair and wide rimmed glasses racing to class when she collided with a dark haired jock knocking her study material on the floor along with her text books. The jock bent over to help the awkward freshman. She looked up into the jocks brown eyes and her heart stammered. He swept her wavy brown hair away from her eyes and her lips spread slightly at the sight of his cinematic smile.

"You're a freshman?" He asked her. 

She nodded awkwardly.

"Jennie."

"Kai Kim, undecided."