Sin City (Jenlisa G!P 18+)

Confession (35)

(A/N: Big shoutout to @AlexWithAnX1 for helping me decide what flowers to get (THE DEVIL) my best friend's girlfriend. She liked the roses very much and gave me a hug (for the first time ever). Thank you, Alex!)

"What's this about?"

 Kai asked getting comfortable in his seat. 

"Do you want to tell him or should I?" 

Lisa asked me. 

I couldn't breathe. 

I felt myself inhaling but the air didn't touch my lungs. My chest ached from the rapid beating of my heart. Heat swarmed in my belly making me feel nauseous. Spurts of adrenaline spiked through my veins. Tears burned the back of my eyes but I willed away the emotion. I shouldn't feel this bad. 

All of these were my doing. 

I became the liar, the unfaithful partner. The villain. 

I was glad Lisa was here because I knew that if she weren't I'd dodge Kai for as long as I could. I didn't want him to look at me like the soulless bitch I had become because of the consuming need that Lisa satisfied. This addiction had taken me to my lowest point and now it was time for me to come clean. 

We were back in Lisa's club. In Lisa's office. 

Kai was sitting next to me and Lisa was sitting across from us. I covered my face with my hand trying to concentrate on breathing evenly, as my foot tapped against the floor. I needed to do something with the excess energy. I swallowed the lump in my throat but I still couldn't find the words to tell him what's been happening between myself and Lisa. I dreaded this moment from the very beginning. I had somehow knew that my affair would come to this. The confrontation. The moment of truth. 

"Do you want to tell him or should I?"

Lisa reiterated. 

Her brown irises were searing into my soul needing an answer. 

"Tell me what, Jennie? What do you need to tell me?" 

Kai asked, his eyes didn't leave mine. 

"Your wife and I are having an affair." 

Lisa spoke frankly. Somehow, Lisa knew that I couldn't tell Kai myself. 

I hated that she had to tell Kai but I appreciated her for speaking up when I couldn't. 

I heard Kai's teeth grind. I felt the consuming tension between the three of us through the silence. I could feel my heart pounding against my chest. It was beating so fast, it sounded more like a ringing.