I Have ADHD, So What?

Chapter 5

"You've gotta be kidding me..." I whisper to myself as I stare discreetly at Jeremy who is standing maybe ten or fifteen meters away.

There seems to be a girl with him. A tall girl with short dark brown hair. She doesn't seem too happy though, she seems annoyed. I lower my head and lay it against the table with my arms crossed under them, hoping he doesn't see me. But obviously, that's not what happens. He sees me, smiles and starts to walk towards me with the tall girl following him, unhappily it seems. He arrives at my table and slams his hands on it. He looks at me maliciously and leans down to get closer to my face.

"What do you want?" I ask abruptly barely raising my eyes to look at him.

"Oh, nothing. I just wanted to see you, that's all," he says, keeping a malicious smile on his face.

"Okay, well, if you don't want anything, you can just fuck off instead of looking at me like a creep."

"Oh, actually, yes, there's something I want."

"And what is it?" I ask, not really wanting to know.

"I wanna know how long do you intend on putting up this tough girl attitude of yours?" He asks as his left-hand moves towards my face to caress my cheek.

"For as long as I am alive," I say curtly as I push his hand away from my face.

He makes a burst of fake laughter and swipes away an invisible tear from his right eye.

"Ohhh, Katyyyy~, Katy... Do you really think that you're that strong? Because looking back three years ago, you were crying in a corner of the schoolyard because I pushed you a bit too violently, you fell on your ass and I then insulted you. That ain't much, but you still cried just because of that. You really are just a pretty, good for nothing, bitch, huh?" He says as the smile on his face transforms into a vicious smirk.

The girl next to him clenches her teeth and her fists while looking down a little.

"If you think that I care anymore, you're wrong... You probably already know that though, and yet, here you are, all happy that you can be here next to me so that you can continue doing what you have been doing for three years now... Does it really makes you happy to put me in such a horrible situation?"

"Honestly, yeah... Immediately when I saw you for the first time, I thought... Hey, she looks like someone who needs to be put down onto her knees so that she realizes how it feels to be rejected... I don't know what made me assume that you were looking at us as if we were poor people in medieval times and you were some kind of queen, but I don't regret a thing. I made you fall for me and when you eventually came to confess, that's when my plan kicked into action. It was finally time to break down the queen and destroy everything she once was proud of. Sure, you say that you don't care anymore, but just the fact that you now know the truth, the reason for all this shit, it hurts you so bad, you're in pain and you're confused. You don't know what to think about, you can't focus at all at the moment because of all those memories coming back to you and that makes you so god damn vulnerable... If I wanted, I could take you somewhere dark where no one would see us and then I could do just like always, and maybe even worse..." He says as his smirk grows bigger.

I keep repeating "Don't let it get to you" in my head over and over again as I respond, "You're wrong... I'm not the same, even though it hasn't been that long since last time, one month was enough for me to build back the wall you had once destroyed..." half confident and half scared.

"Yeah right! And I—" He starts before getting interrupted by the girl next to him.

"That's it! I've had enough of your shit. You're gonna listen carefully to what I'm about to say cause I won't repeat it twice. You're gonna leave this girl alone, you have no reason to be doing what you're doing because from what I've heard, she hasn't done anything to you and you just took pleasure in beating her. You do know that you could get arrested if you keep doing it? I hope you heard me well, now fuck off, dumbass." She dryly declared with the darkest eyes I've ever seen in my life, her black eyes only made it even worse.