Why me?

Phew!

Her eyes widened "what do you mean by 'they weren't suicides' what happened."
"Every single one of them was murdered and it's all my fault. There is a man who I have never seen before who sends hit men out and kills all my boyfriends. They all die right in front of me but do I learn to stay away from them. No. Because I thought I deserve happiness. But then I realized that it was to selfish of me to keep killing these dudes and ruining people's lives. I've learned and come to accept that I will never be happy with anyone." I reached over and wiped away a tear from Katrina's eye. "You said you had friends. Do they know?" I nodd "They know because they were they when he sent someone to kill the last one. I have known them for years but we bonded over that weirdly enough. They are the only people I need." I said wiping away my tears before pulling into the driveway. I stopped Katrina before she got out the car. "No one can know about this Kat. NO ONE!" She nods and fixes herself before getting out and going inside the house. I walk inside and see Kat hugging Sam like he was going to vanish. We made eye contact and I gave her a slight nod. She gave me a look of recognition and I put Colby's keys back into place and head to the tv room. As I was about to sit on the couch I heard someone call my name. I turned around and there stood the one and only Colby Brock. "Are you okay? Why weren't you answering? Why do you look like you've been crying?" I patiently waited until he stopped talking. "I am fine. Katrina's phone was on silent without her knowledge. And no reason as I have said before I am fine." I said coldly and walked past him and went to his room. I can't let myself fall again. I can't let him get hurt, I've learned my lesson. I don't deserve happiness and the person behind all the murders made sure I knew that. But once I catch him he'll regret the day he messed with me. I sat on the couch just in my own mind when I heard arguing downstairs. Wow these people argue a lot, I thought while going down the stairs. When I got to the platform between the two sets of stairs I see Sam and Colby standing in front of the couch arguing with a sitting Katrina who looks like she's about to cry. "If you did something to her than just tells us so we can fix it." Colby yelled. "I didn't do anything to her I swear." Katrina yelled back. "Then it's just a coincidence that she looked like she was crying when she got out the car with you." Sam said crossing his arms. "I DIDNT DO ANYTHING!" Kat yelled. This is getting heated I'm gonna go break this argument up. I slowly walked down the stairs and into the room that they were in. I walked over to Katrina and stood her up then hugged her. "She didn't do anything to me. I told you I am fine and even if she did you guys don't have to yell at her like that. You guys are a family, treat each other kindly. I am not worth the stress and arguing." I say then walk back up the stairs into Colby's room. There was a knock at the door and I went and opened it. Kat and Corey stood at the door and I was only confused about one of them being there. "I need to talk to you." They both said at the same time. "Kat I will talk to you first cause I have a feeling Corey's conversation is going to be a lot longer." She nodded and her eyes lit up. "You just called me Kat! Omg yesss!" I raised an eyebrow at her and pulled her inside the room. "I just wanted to say Thankyou for what you did back there. And I also wanted to say that you are worth every stress or argument filled second cause you are amazing. You are like family to and you have just been here for like two days." She hugged me and I hugged her back tighter. Once we pulled apart she walked out going into Sam's room. Corey walked in and closed the door behind him. I got nervous so I went to the sit on the other side of the room. He sat on the couch and must have picked up at me constantly looking at the door because he said he will make it quick. "I just wanted to apologize to you. I have my reasons but it's not fair to you if I'm mean without voicing those reasons." I nod and encourage him to continue. "He likes you. I can see it in the way he looks at you. So I'm going to ask you one thing. Please don't hurt him. I really don't want to see a more broken Colby." He looked at me with pleading eyes. I almost teared up listening to Corey. "Dude I wouldn't dream of breaking him. I can promise that I would never intentionally hurt him. I'm not like the other people he brings by. I don't use people, I also have my reasons for being distant with him and the group. But trust me it's for your own good. Thankyou for coming here, apologizing and explaining." He nods and stands up I give him a hug and he leaves. Not long after Colby came into the room. "Hey" I nod in acknowledgement. "How are you?" I stand up and give him a hug. He immediately wraps his arms around me and we stay there for a couple of minutes. "I'm tired." He says against my shoulder. "Okay then you should go to sleep." I said finally pulling away from the hug. "Cuddle with me?" He asked blushing again. I laugh as I borrow his sweatpants and T-shirt to sleep in and climb into bed. He tangled his limbs with mine and before I knew it he was out cold. I don't know what the fuck to do anymore, I think as I drift off into a dreamless slumber.