Why me?

What a game

"This is how the game works, I take this gun and hold it to one of your friends heads. Then you say live or die, if you choose die than I kill them if you choose live I let them go and I hurt you instead." My fath- Dawson said as he picked up a gun. "Let's begin." He picks up the gun as a man in a black suit and tie walks into the room I'm in. Dawson holds the gun up to Ashley's head and looks at me. I glare at him then Ashley and my heart hurts at the look in her eye. She wants me to say die, but I couldn't do that to her. "Live" I said in a shaky voice and I hear the man behind me move. I cried out in pain as a knife is stabbed into my arm. The man rips the knife out and goes back to standing there. Dawson moves to put the gun to Tyler's (Apex) head and looked at me again. "Live" I said again and the man stabbed my in the leg. "Wow that one hurt." I said and winced as he pulled it out again. The next person was Corey and he had a fearful look in his eye. I knew it was because he thought I was going to kill him, when the gun was put to his head he tensed up and closed his eyes. "Live" I said and prepared myself for the pain. Corey's eyes showed surprise and I yelled out again when I was stabbed in the thigh. This went on for every single person in the group, and by the time we get to the last person, I wasn't sure I was going to be able to live if I get stabbed again. The last person was Colby and I was struggling to lift my head. I tried to breathe through it but that wasn't working anymore. The man in the suit pulled my head up by my hair and I strained my eyes to see through the tears. The gun was put upside Colby's head and I took a deep breath. "Queen just say die, you can't take anymore. It's okay just say it." I shake my head and cry more. " no I can't do that you know I can't do that." He started crying himself. "Yes you can, and you have to. You will die if you don't." I knew I would die but I can't let him die. "Live" I said and he started yelling no. "I have an idea, how about I kill him anyway." Dawson said as he pulls the trigger and Colby falls limp against his chains. My heart drops and everyone starts screaming. I just stare at him not being able to scream or move. All the others are untied and held at gunpoint into a black van. Then I'm untied and put into the van and I fall unconscious as the doors close on a dead Colby.
I wake up in a hospital in a white pair of pants and a white shirt. I'm confused when I see no scars on my body and I feel fine. A nurse comes in and I stare at her about to ask her questions. "Hey honey how are you feeling? You know what today is right? I'm so sorry for your loss but it's okay, you're here now." I look at her confused. "What are you talking about where are my friends? What happened to Colby's friends." She now held a confused expression. "Honey today is the two year anniversary of your parents death. No one has come and visited you since you've been admitted in here. We don't even have a Colby in this hospital." I look at her identification badge and saw 'Los Angles Mental Hospital'. It wasn't real, none of it was real. I stare out my room's window at the stores in my own thoughts.