Jar of hearts

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I fill my paper...
With the last breaths of my heart
As your love is nothing but pain

A swallowing pit of your careless touch
Some how
All the smiles you brought out
Are just memories
That my brain fathoms
When I'm looking for reasons to make up for this pain

Cloudy memories that even I wish to catch
Memories that felt like they never happened
But were so real
Maybe to me

And like the rains heal the Earth
I can't be healed
Cause even these rains
That well up in my eyes
They refuse to drop

I refuse them to drop
It's the only thing I want let you have
A choking clutch
That prevents me from breathing you back in

And maybe I'll get over it
Or maybe not
Love is nothing but a forceful punch
That breaks the innocence of the heart

And like always
You leave me in a sea of uncertainty
Where claws of my insecurities
Tear me from limb to limb
Questioning where I went wrong
For you not to love me as much as I did

I stay awake
Thinking of the many
That have fallen in my shoes
Here's another one
For you Jar of Hearts

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Yayyyyyy back after like 2 months but not disappearance for sure
Long cut short this poem is NOT by me!!
Its by one of my LOVEDDDD ones
My book, poetry, depression and so much more buddy
Edna657
Yup thats the girl!!
Lets encourage this heart who is among many in the jar of hearts 😁😁
I am posting mine today so dont forget to look out for it!!
C ya ;)

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