Few months have they been since I started writing these poems and posting them... well it has been a GREAT experience after all... I really hope you guys liked my poems... though the votes have been a few but I am really satisfied with them and glad I got those at least... but today I am publishing the LAST part of my poem book whatever.... my last poem it is 😁
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No!
No I can't
I can't live pretending anymore.
I admit I don't understand you
My heart has become sore
My mind has recovered from your flu
No I can't
I can't live in your world of pretence
You say it's full of ecstasy
But it doesn't even make sense
It just is what I admit a fake fantasy
No I can't
I can't stay by your stay by your side like many of your past achievements
You say who I really am is your life
But make me different through fingers of adjustments
Your fingers trust me are more painful than a knife
No I can't
I can't think always that I love you
But in reality I just treat you better
I can't pretend you are my thou
And something I can't live without later
No I cant
I can't live this life surrounded with your big wall of fence
I can't stay here talking to lifeless statues
Moving on your orders just like I do
Write poems and songs not made for you
No I can't.
I can't look at your doors and feel that I am the only one who can enter
Reality has hit me now
It's not me it's her
I am nothing to you but a person who can to your every command just bow
No I can't
I can't stop hurting myself from seeing you do everything that she wants
I can't see you not being able to live without her
Pulling and playing for her all kinds of stunts
I can't believe you for her caused this havoc in my life, this stir....
No I can't
I can't even after all this not want you to like me...
For real this time
Not giving lame excuses for liking me
But the chances have as strong grips as one has on slime
No I can't
I can't rely on the fake hope that I thought was there
I can't want a life with the two of us only
I think im done here...
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Its been a greaaaatt experience y'all!
~r1thawani
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