Recall

Chapter 1: Bye. I guess.

"Hey! Can you stop and talk to me please?" Justine shouted while chasing me. I ignored him and ran as fast as i can. I didnt wanna talk about it, Im scared that if I stop and face Justine and look at that face again every single feeling i had for him would come back again. Im scared that i might fall again. I didnt notice that my pace was going slower and slower. I wasn't aware that he's going nearer and nearer. All that was on my mind was that i wanna go away from him, im sick and tired from all the shit that was happening to me, i wanna runaway to a place where no one knows, where i could be at peace. Everything was running on my mind, then suddenly soft hands grabbed my arm and turned me around. It was him.

"Whats the problem?" He asked with great voice but still trying not to shout.

"Nothing." I whispered head down not looking to him.

Suddenly Justine grabbed my chin and looked me straight into the eyes. No i cant! I cant look him straight to the eyes. Those almond brown eyes. Those eyes which made my heart skip a beat before. But that was the past and this is the present, its different, everythings different. Still looking away he held both of my cheeks with his soft,warm hands. Leaning a bit to me. He whispered with voice so soft which made my heart beat faster than usual "Kim look me into the eyes. Ill ask you again, whats wrong? Please tell me. Im begging you."

I slowly looked at his eyes, i can see tears piercing through his eyes. I could see how confused he was. I havent replied to his texts, or answered any of his calls these past 2 weeks. He was confuse why was i inching little by little away from him. I dont wanna tell him, but those brown eyes was begging me to tell him everything, every single thing that was circling inside my mind. He knew something was going on and that i just dont wanna tell him.

" i wanna break up." I said emptily. Looking straight to those eyes. A tear dropped down his right eye and runned down his cheeks. He was confused, so confused.

"What?! No?! Please dont! Fine i wont ask the reason why anymore, but just please, please dont leave me. Im begging you." He cried out.

He hugged me so tight and whispered " Please Kim dont. Dont make a decision while youre mad. Remember every single moment that we had before, before all these happened. Where everything was alright. Please". My cheeks burning and i can feel tears running down it. Im trying my best not to cry but i just cant, i can feel the sincerity in those words that he said. Trying my best to get out of his arms and to get away from him, but his hug's too tight and he was stronger than me.

"Please recall all those moments, and after you recall those if you still want to break up, ill let you. Ill set you free, but if and only if you recall all those. Give me a chance please." He whispered through my ears.

I can hear his heart beat. He was 5"10 and i was 5"5 which was perfect because every time i hug him i could hear his heartbeat just like now. I closed my eyes and tried to remember everything. Every single detail. And it all came through. Our first meeting, our first kiss, our first everything.