Recall

Chapter 8: Hello Again (flashback)

Now Fe's talking to Justine, he has now access to my life and he can now know what crazy shit i do every single day at school. Well he knows that im crazy but i dont know why im scared that he would know every single thing i do.

A day passed after Fe said that i shouldnt be denial when it comes to what i feel for Justine. Its been bothering me. I know she just told me that because she cares for the relationship Justine and i have. Am i really being that denial to what i feel for him?

Sunday morning.

"Hey Kim. Wake up!" Mom said while opening my curtains making the sunlight beam directly to my face. I hate it when they open my curtains, i like my room all dark, i just hate being in a place where its bright.

"Its Sunday, we have no school. Let me sleep." I murmured pulling my blanket up in my face to cover the light.

"Were going to church. So get your ass up." She said while pulling off my blanket leaving my legs bare.

"Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh. 5 minutes!" I pulled my blanket from her. But she just wont give it back to me.

"Get up young lady!" She commanded.

"Fine. Fine. Whatever! Gosh!" I went out of bed and straight to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth, i got mo plans letting everyone smell the dark side of my mouth.

I can smell pancakes and bacon all the way to the bathroom, am i really that hungry to smell it all the way from here. The smell of bacon always gave me those shivers but not like pizza does. Pizza's my all time fave. Everyone does right?

I sat at the table and grabbed some food. My sister playing on the tablet again, its early in the morning and she's in front of the tablet. I grabbed the tablet and threw it at the couch.

"Hey! Whats your problem?!" Mico said looking at the poor tablet that i just threw.

Mico is my younger sister, she's basically 9 yrs old but still thinks like a 7 yr old kid. I cant blame her for being like that cause she has ADHD, but sometimes it just irritates me being with kids like my brother and sister. Aden on the other hand is my 4 yr old brother. Im the eldest so i have most of the responsibilities in this house. Im always the one to blame when something bad happens to both of them, which i completely hate, like why are you guys blaming me? Blame them for being too stupid not to know things that should be done.

"You wanna know my problem? My problem is that why cant there be peace here? Everyday i wake up to yours and Aden's voice quarreling over something stupid again. Both of you contributes to the noise pollution in this place." I looked her straight to the eyes.

My brother and sister are much more afraid of me than my parents cause im always the one who commands them to do things when my parents are gone, i dont spoil them like my parents does. Even if they cry in front of me just because of something silly i wont give it to them. As long as i know that they really need that specific thing, yes ill give it to them, but if its just a silly toy, im sorry but no is the answer.

Were on our way to church. Suddenly my phone beeped. Who would message me early in the morning? I unlocked my phone and saw a message from Justine saying: "Good morning Kim! Dont forget to eat your breakfast okay. Have a blessed sunday, and iloveyou. :*"

I forgot to text him a good morning message, so thats why i feel like i forgot something.

"Good morning to you too! Im on my way to church with my family, are you gonna attend the mass today? I hate you too!" I replied. You might be wondering why i replied i hate you rather than i love you right. Ohh! So this is what Fe meant by being denial.

"Nah. My aunt would be visiting us today, so i think i have no time."

"What? What if a demon possesses you?"

"I dont think that would happen Kim."

"I would possess you cause im a demon. Hahaha"

"No youre not a demon Kim. Youre an angel."

"Noooo! Demon!"

"No youre my angel so shut up and dont say youre a demon."

I felt my cheeks burning, i might be blushing. No. I cant. My parents would see and they would wonder why. They know that Justine and i have no more communication. Why does he have to be like this. Always making me smile in times i cant.

Mass ended and we went straight back home, after eating lunch both of my parents are preparing to go to work. Wow. They have the same schedule. This is my chance. Since we dont have school tomorrow why dont i invite him over? Im just going to Miyuki's house to do our Physics project why dont i meet up with him after. That sounds alright.

I texted him that if he's fine with meeting up with me tomorrow. And of course he said yes. How can he say no to me anyways, his been saying "i miss you" every single day. We talk everyday why would he miss me anyways, then he told me that being with you in real life is different from just talking over the phone. Well i did miss him too. Of course i do. Being in a long distance relationship has its ups and down too just like this one.