Recall

Chapter 3: Confused (flashback)

We talked on skype for the next following days. I was never bored when we talk. Well i was at home and he was taking an OJT (on the job training) so thats why we can skype. We talk for 4 hours or more it never ever ends just for 3 hrs. It was fun, it like everytime i talk to him every other thing thats happening around me disappears. Its like im in a new place where i could be at peace, where everything was perfect, just me and him.

Oh God! What was i thinking? Why am i thinking like this? I tell myself not to fall for someone again, cause what if history repeats itself? What if what happened to my ex and i happen again? I got no plans on crying my eyes out again. I dont wanna get hurt again, but as if its like im secure when i talk to him, like no one would ever hurt me.

"Hey Kim, whats going on? Youre day dreaming again! Snap out of it." Shouted Justine on the other line while snapping his fingers infront of the camera.

"Huh? What? Huh? You were saying?" Confusedly i said.

"What you thinking about? It seems so serious? Mind sharing it with me?"

"Oh its nothing."

"Maybe youre thinking about me? Hahahahaha"

"Huh?! What?! Nooooo!"

"I was just kidding, chill! Hahahaha so why are you so defensive if im wrong?"

Our conversation went on and on, non stop talking. Then i noticed that he has eyebrows thats so thick. I suddenly laughed while we were at the middle of some topic about a random thing. "What you laughing at?" He asked confusedly. "Hahahahaha! Its just that! Hahahahaha!" I bursted out laughing. I cant speak properly. Its just so funny. "Hahahahaha its just that your hahahahaha your eyebrows hahahahaha they're so thick! Hahahaha! ". I just cant contain myself. It was cute yet it was funny. Its like his eyebrows were having a meeting that they met at the middle. Then he touched his eyebrows.

"Dude, this is my asset so stop laughing. Hahahahaha. You might fall for me just because of my eyebrows and cute face." He replied

Suddenly i felt my cheeks burning and i felt my heart beat faster. Whats happening? I havent felt this for awhile. Why am i having this sudden feeling? He just said that sentence, what was so important that made my heart beat faster? Whats going on? Im confuse, i dont know what to do. I can feel that i was blushing. No he cant see me blush!

"Kim, youre blushing! Hahahaha why? Did you fell for me already?" He said.

It was just 2 weeks, why would i fall for a random stranger that i met on kik and talk to in skype every single day? Plus he's not my type of guy. Whats my type of guy anyways? All i know that its not him, why am i being so defensive? Have i fallen for him already? No! No! No! I didnt notice that i was taking so long on thinking. I have to snap out of my own thoughts sometimes. I just shrugged so hardly. But somehow the action i showed might make him think i really do like him, which i dont or i do? Ugh no! I dont!

"Hahahaha i know my eyebrows are thick, but have you seen your cheeks? They're so fluffy, so squishy! Hahahaha its so cute!" He said eyes looking directly on mine. Why does everytime i look into his eyes it make my heart melt. Those brown almond eyes that he has.

I covered both of my cheeks shrugging. I know they were fluffy and squishy and all, but i just dont want anyone touching them or squeezing them. My cheeks are sensitive, well for me they are. I get irritated easily by just squeezing my cheeks. Then suddenly he made those "squeezing cheek action" which looked so cute on him! He was like a child seeing a fluffy teddy bear in the middle of shopping. It was just so cute.

"No! Dont you dare try squeezing my cheeks! My precious cheeks!" I shouted still covering my cheeks with my hands. Then suddenly my mom appeared from nowhere. Why are our parents like that? They just appear from random places like what are you guys? Did you train yourselves to be ninjas and just teleport from place to place. She's looking directly on my laptop's screen. Yea i knew whats running inside her head.

"No he's not my boyfriend, he's just my random friend from nowhere, now can you leave my room please. And mom! When you go out please shut my door." I explained to her. She just nodded and walked out she did close my door but not completely, there still was a small opening. Thats not closed. I need it to be completely shut. Its the easiest way to irritate me, seriously. I just hate it when you say shut the door but they leave it still opened a bit. How rude. Isnt my mom such a sweetheart. Ugh.