Recall

Chapter 6: Disappointed (flashback)

We arrived at our place. And as we walk towards my house im getting more nervous than i was earlier. Its not only my first time to meet up with a person i just met in the internet but its also my first time to introduce a guy to my parents. My parents and i arent really close. I consider myself as the black sheep of the family or in other words im the outsider of the family maybe its because i grew up with my grandparents rather than my parents, cause that time they were at a different country working while im left here behind.

Here it comes. I walked in our house and introduced him to my mom and dad, they were at the middle of eating lunch so they didnt talk much.

"Good afternoon Mrs. and Mr. Salvador." With a smile Justine said.

"Sit. Sit." My dad said while giving him a warm smile same as my mom.

I went inside my room and told James to give Justine some company there at the living room so he wouldnt look like a lost guy there. But good thing my 4 yrs old brother played with him so it didnt turned out that bad. I took off my uniform and changed to comfy clothes. Grabbed my bag and gold my parents we would be at the Club House studying.

We went down and i asked him if he could teach me in math and physics cause i really dont get anything thats going on in both of that subjects. Their just pain in the ass. I dont even get why we study those, we dont use it in our daily lives. Like do we always have to compute the acceleration of our cars, or do we have to get the exact angle of the pizza we eat. Gosh my head hurts just by thinking of it.

He then started teaching me. Wow! He actually made it like it was so easy to compute. I actually got the lesson. Can i have him as my math and pyhsics teacher please. While both of us are trying to learn the lesson, James at the corner is dancing to the music video of some girl group. We have different worlds. We just let him be plus im used to James dancing, he's actually a great dancer.

"Hey Kim, can you give me a tour around your place. It seems so peaceful here." He said while doodling something at a paper.

"No. Im sleepy. Im going to sleep. Have a tour by yourself." I said while laying my head at the table sideways, closing my eyes.

He then grabbed my cheeks and squeezed it. Wtf! Did he just grabbed my cheeks. No one grabs my cheeks and squeezes it! My precious cheeks! So i slapped him at his shoulders. But then i still gave him a tour around our place.

While we were walking at a place where theres lots of plants and trees. Its really southing to be in a place like this. I felt that he grabbed my hand, then entangling his fingers to mine. I felt butterflies in my stomach but in a good kinda way. I miss this kind of feeling. Where you feel that your secure and safe. We talked, but it was awkward for me. He did all the talking and i did all the listening. I was just shy. I was nervous too.

Then we sat at the place where i usually lay and stargaze, he then hugged me. I was shocked from what he did. What i can confirm right now is that he's a bit clingy but the cute kinda way not the irritating way. We chatted for about 30 minutes or so then he just suddenly kissed my cheeks. Why is he being like this? My heart is pulpitating!

"Ummm... Hey. Uhhhh... Let's go back to the club house, maybe James is waiting for us there..." I said with a bit of shyness.

While we were off to the club house he grabbed my hand and pulled it over his shoulders and kissed it. Then i bit his shoulders. No one kisses my hand without my permission, but theres part of it that i liked. I smelled his scent, it was a major turn on for me when a guy smells so nice like you just wanna shove your whole face to them and just sniff them forever, thats what i felt when i smelled his scent. We then returned to the club house where James is still dancing. Doesnt that guy get tired. What energy drink did he drink this morning, its like his energy has no end.