Hello, hi, Kon' nichiwa (こんにちは), bonjour!
(Yes I added a new language to my welcoming)
Welcome to my cringe book! I hope you,ve been enjoying the story so far! I really do, so this is a kinda sad chapter! But not too sad, nothing about suicide or anything.
And btw (by the way) you might ask why I added the music video in the side, you must play it when you see this text: 'Play the song'
So yeah that's all I have to say! And welp lets get into this chapter.
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*Alexandra's POV*
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock.
'Ringgg...Ringgg...Ringgg...,
"God dammit" I mumbled and cursed under my breath. I stood up from my bed and started my normal school morning routine which basically consists of getting ready, checking on mom, eating breakfast when I have time, and leaving in time to arrive in time to school.
I usually take my moms other car to school even though I am only 16 but In my country aka (also known as) Puerto Rico, we can get our license when we are 16 or 17 so yeah.
My mom has two cars because... well I actually don't know. But she has a Camry and a BMW. I ride the BMW to school because EVERY-FUCKING-TIME I get on that damn car I find something weird.
Last week I used my moms car to get milk and found a used condom under the seat and then yesterday morning before dad came, I found an opened bottle of lube in the car cabinet. Can't imagine what my mom has been doing in the seats.
I put on my casual outfit, black beanie, black Beatles T-shirt, and black vans.
I get my black checkered vans backpack from my desk chair, going downstairs and grabbing my keys on the way. I got a text from Jack saying I didn't need to pick him up from school today.
'Wonder what that's all about'
I closed the door and locked it, I saw that moms car was not in our garage way so I assumed she had gone to work...I think.
I got on my car and saw a small post it note on the car dash.
'Hey buba,
It's dad, I left early since I had a business meeting but I left a not on your car dash knowing you would see it. Here is my number ***-***-****'
-love Pops xoxo
'Awww' I smiled and turned the engine of my car on. I got on my way to school with Bruno Mars 'talking to the moon' playing on the radio.
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"I've kissed more bottles than boys, and honestly, a hangover hurts less than a heartbreak"
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'Play the song'
'I know your somewhere out there
Somewhere far away...
I want you back.
I want you back.
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have...
At night when the stars light up my room...
I sit by myself~
Talking to the moon~
Oh~
I'm feeling like I'm famous, the talk of the town.
The say I've gone mad, yeah I've gone mad.
But they don't know what I know
Cause when the sun comes down
Someone talking back!
Oh~
At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself~
Talking to the moon~
Tryin to get to you~
In hopes your on the other side talking to me too.
Or am I a fool, who sits alone talking to the moon.
Do you ever hear me calling?~
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh~
Cause every night I'm talking to the moon!~
Still trying to get to you...
In hopes your on the other side! Talking to me too, or am I a fool~ who sits alone...talking to the moon~
...I know your somewhere out there, somewhere far away~
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This song reminds me of my first ever love. It was when I was in 5th grade. Yeah I know very early. And I made a promise that I don't think will ever be completed.
So, everything started in my first volleyball team. That's when I first ever even touched a volley ball.
I met this guy named James, he was in my grade but was one year older than me. Ya know since I was skipped one grade for being very intelligent and that bullshit. Since that day I knew I liked him. 2 years later I realized that I had fallen for him but wanted to keep my feelings a secret.
One year later, he realized I had deep feelings for him, and for my luck, he said he had feelings for me too. The next day he told me he would ask his mom if ya know we could be together, I said it was fine, it's good that she knows.
Another day passed and he said his mom said no. I understood but I had my heart broken into a million pieces. But he told me something that same day.
"Wait for me and I will be with you"
I agreed of course but it's been 5 years since that happened and I haven't heard from him since that day I left school.
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I got to school and got out of my car after turning off the engine.
When i was almost at the doors when I heard people gasping and pointing behind me.
My eyes almost popped out of their sockets when I saw the scene in-front of me.
Jack was getting out of Noah Jacob's sports car, Noah is one of the most popular kids in school. When they were next to each other they took each other's hands and walked happily, did I say, HAND-IN-FUCKING-HAND, over to me.
"Hey girlie!" Jack said giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"What.in.the.actual.fuck.is.this?" I said my jaw dropping from the sight of my best friend holding hands with one of the jocks from school.
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Oooo well two new characters in this chapter.
Hope you like my little memory/sad part!
Comment and Vote! This chapter was posted very early just for you ;)
Author's note:
Next chapter is not going to be an episode but more of a getting to know the author of this book more and my goals for this story!
That's all byeee
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