Real Life.

Real Life Chapter #15

Hello, hi, kon' nichiwa, bonjour.

Welcome back to my cringe book!

This chapter is going to be very emotional, well at least It was for me, when I was writing this chapter it was very hard for me to continue on because I kept feeling so many deep emotions for my characters so this chapter is very graphic and very well explained, that's why it's going to be a long one and it took so long to post.

Also they day I am finishing up is my birthday so I was very distracted and busy and I was editing the chapter time through time not really continuously so yeah I'm sorry about that.

Anyways enough of my chit chat lets get right into this chapter.

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**Alexandra's POV**

Today's the day...I'm leaving once and for all, I don't plan on coming back to this place, I know...I said I would come back and visit, I promised I would come back, but I don't think I can because this place just brings so many bad memories and times for me that I don't want to come back to those memories and thoughts again...ever again...

I shipped my car yesterday over to Virginia but no one knows, not even Jack, I don't want to hurt his feelings, I know he would support my decision even if it'd hurt him but I really don't want him to hurt just because I made a big decision to go, stay, and not come back. He said he would take me to the airport anyways so...I doubt he will ask why my car wasn't in the driveway.

I took my suitcases down stairs and saw my mom cooking something in the kitchen, she hasn't even tried to cook something in years, that's weird.

"Hi honey, just the girl I was looking for" She said and smiled at me.  What the heck is up with her.

"What's up?" I said as dry as sand paper, yeah sandpaper, and looked at her with a frown on my face. She looked down at my hands were I was holding my handbag I usually take for travelling and frowned.

"And were do you think you're going?" She said putting her hands on her hips. I laughed loudly clutching my stomach from the laughter. She looked dumbfounded.

"Now you care? It's too late, and by the way, I'm going to dad's over at Virginia, don't expect me to come back anytime soon, it's about time you learn how to take care of yourself." I snapped back grabbing my bag and heading out. I didn't want to be too hard on her with this but it was true.

She left me basically to myself for 7 years, she never helped, she never worked, she never cooked, she never took me to school, she didn't give me the love I needed as a child and that was her only job as a mother. Jack and Zayn were already outside waiting in Zayn's tesla, I waved and smiled at both of them walking to the front were it was already open for me to put my bag in there.

When I finished putting my bag in the trunk I walked to the passenger door and got in the passenger seat putting my seatbelt on.
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When we got to the airport the pain of leaving my beloved friends was starting to eat me up. This was goodbye..I was going to leave this town for ever, it is the best decision but the hardest at the same time, because I'm loosing the people who have been there for me all this time.
I walked out of the car and to the trunk to get my suitcases and bags which had been out earlier there.
Zayn took one and Jack one, so that left me with my handbag.
I could feel the gloom in the air between us, all of us could.
The pain of saying goodbye to the people you love the most is worse than any pain in the world. Especially when you know your probably never going to see them again.
Going to Virginia is my destiny and my new chance at life, a new opportunity for a new start to everything. I'd finish highschool...I'd go to university, I'll finally get to be with my dad..I'll be a successful author and poet.
I'd have everything I've always wanted, except the people I love, my friends, my best friend...my mom...
My mom has given me the worst life ever, but that doesn't mean I don't love her, she was the woman who brought me to life and loved me as a child, she took me to school everyday and helped me with my homework. She gave me the attention I needed until I was 10. When she changed completely, a part of me changed too. I don't blame her for becoming like this because right now I'm experiencing loosing 2 people I love and it hurts, I wouldn't wish this pain in anyone.
Jack helped me when I was going through my though days and I could never thank him enough for everything his done for me.

Zayn gave me the attention I wanted since I was a small child, he gave me love without even realizing it, he committed to me knowing I was difficult to work with and a broken used puppet.

I stopped in front of the gate and saw that Jack was shedding a tear while Noah looked at him with a sympathetic look, I smiled sadly and hugged both Noah and Jack. I turned to go back to the gate and saw Zayn looking down at his shoes, his eyes watery but he was trying to keep the tears in his eyes.

I walked up to him and kissed his cheek hugging him after.

"I'll see you around Zayn." I said smiling and turning back to walk to the gate, waving to Jack and Noah.

This is the new start...

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IM SORRY! I took so long to post this extra short chapter but please forgive me because I have been working on two other stories I am planning and hopefully you will like them! I mean I've been reading my own drafts and they have both been working nicely, and they are good let me tell you, anyways I will be posting the first few chapters of one of them and the one who I wont post its because I still need to work out the ideas in paper and a lot of drafting and the other one well moved on a little faster and I think you might know -laughs nervously-

Anyways I'm sorry for the short chapter, I wont promise next one will be longer but! It will be good.

Ciao!