Author's Note:
Hey dear readers! I am so sorry for taking so long to post this chapter, my finals are this week and I am very tight, and by tight I mean my schedule (freaking dirty minded person) but now is not the time for jokes, I am really sorry that I didn't post on the right time, I am honestly feeling really bad for it but lets get on to this chapter.
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hey, hi, kon' nichiwa, bonjour!
Welcome to my cringe book!
So, as I said in the authors note, I am posting this very late! I am very sorry even though I've said it a million times.
But lets get on to this chapter!
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*Alexandra's POV*
Why is life so hard sometimes? why are people so desperate to find love?
Why does love even exist? it hurts you and makes you do crazy things for this person you have feelings for.
I know what I am talking about, I mean, I've been in love before, and it makes you needy and desperate for things I don't even know how to explain.
The worse situation of being in love is you might never know If that person is or was in love with you and it's hard because it hurts to think about the fact he or she might not even like you back.
People who find partners that like them and even love them back are lucky, very, very, lucky.
I know that some might think its wrong, but, I don't and will never be convinced love is real, nor that it is something beautiful, I mean people give love to much credit, they explain It like its flowers and rainbows but not at all.
Love is a hard theme to discuss, but my English teacher decided that it would be a GREAT theme for today's class. We had to do a poem about what we think about love and read it out loud to the crowd. Of course I was going to say what I truly think about it.
If my fellow classmates don't like it, I still wont change my opinion.
I wrote something simple, but very detailed.
'When your heart is broken it is the saddest thing in the world. All your energy leaves you and everything in your life seems to lose all meaning. You gave your heart and soul to this love, and now it is no more. How can your heart ever be whole again? There is a very deep thought attributed the Mystical Rabbi of Kotzk, "there is nothing as whole as a broken heart". Although a broken heart is painful, it brings a person to realize what love is truly about'
It wasn't the best thing I had written, I had some of my better poems at home but didn't bring them today, I wasn't feeling like it.
After 5 minutes of being done, the teacher saw that most of us had finished and though it wasn't enough work already and said we had to also write our opinion about love. Again I was going to write my thoughts on love in the small piece of paper on my desk.
'For me love is something unreal, something that's on our mind and tricks us into thinking we would do anything for this person we feel this for. Love is something you can feel one day and not feel it the other day, its always temporary. Love isn't real for me because nothing ever lasts for long, us teenagers say we love each other, and show the other person all of our affection and give them our soul and heart. But when you stop having these 'feelings' that's when you get confused, angry, and sad, and break the others' heart, when we do this we do it unconsciously and end up hurting someone really badly even though we didn't mean to. Love is not part of my reality and never will...'
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