Real Life Chapter #9

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Hello, hi, kon' nichiwa, bonjour!
Welcome back to my cringe book!

So this chapter is a little hard for Alexandra since its her birthday and a lot of emotions and feelings are going to be exposed from her, I will recommend that if you are very sensible, read with a box of tissues beside you because its a hard chapter, it is going to be a bit short since the christmas special is really long.

Anyways enough talking from me, enjoy the chapter and I'll see you at the end.

Enjoy, comment, and vote!

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**Alexandra's POV**

It's my birthday today...great....

I got up from my bed and got dressed in a plain black hoodie and some black jeans, I got my favorite combat boots and leather jacket from my closet and headed down the stairs, I am supposed to be happy, I am getting my new car today and its my birthday!

My birthday.....

I went to the kitchen and opened one of the top cabinets taking out the cereal, I served myself some of the cereal in a bowl and added a little bit of milk, I know nothing especial for my birth-

"You should eat something better, it's your birthday after all" My mom said from the doorway looking like she has never seen the darkness of being a slut drunk.

"Sure..." I said coldly and continued eating my breakfast.

"That's not an acceptable way to speak to your mother" She said crossing her arms across her chest.

"Oh yeah? You haven't been acting like one" I snapped back and finished my cereal washing the plate on the sink.

"Come on Alexandra, let's give this fighting and ignoring game a break, let's act like the family we are" She said a fake look of sympathy and sadness in her face.

"For your information, I lost my only family when dad left, and don't act like you don't know what you've done" I snapped back grabbing my skateboard from the bench next to the door, after making sure to throw the door on my way out I got on my skateboard and made my way to school...

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It was third period and there were still 10 minutes left until lunch, this class is international languages and today we were supposed to write a frase in Korean, thank god I already knew most words in Korean other wise this would've been shit hard to do.

당신이 그들을 사랑 사람에게 말하려고한다면, 당신이 자신을 사랑하지 않는 경우 어떻게 당신이 누군가를 사랑 할 수 있기 때문에 먼저 자신을 사랑해야합니다.

(If you are going to tell someone you love them, make sure you love yourself first because how can you love someone without loving yourself?)

It took me like 10 minutes to write it so, now I am sitting in my desk, with my headphones on listening to my depression playlist on Spotify. I found this playlist when I was 11 and was going through my depression phase, I wonder what it'd be like to be one of those normal kids who does whatever they want in life and gets everything on their hands, but don't we all?
I looked at the mirror on top of the white board and it marked 11:58, just two more minutes until lunch.

When the bell rang, I ran out of the classroom not even bothering to wait on Jack, I just wanted to get out of this hell hole and get some fresh air.

When I got outside I decided I would go get my car since the dealer isn't really that far from here and it would be enough time to come back since I had 5th period after lunch free, we don't really have a gym teacher since ours quit because we were too stressful, I got my skateboard and made my way to the dealer.

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