Labyrinth of Emotion (Ouran High School Host Club fanfic)

Chapter 48: Deserve

READ THIS TO MAKE MY DAY!

okie guys, so it would mean so much of me if you commented a question on my "Get To Know The Author (Please?)"

IF YOU DO ILL SEND YOU A CUTE MEZSAGE WITH A PUNNY PICK-UP LINE

If you read this, comment "Kpop is Niki's life." And I'll tell you I love you.

Be rad.

Either way, I love y'all ❤

<><><><><><><><><><><>

Kyoya's POV:

"S-second chance, huh? Why?" Odia's question made me falter a bit.

"Why?" I echoed her question with my own.

She blinked once, "Why do you want one?"

The question confused me, " What do you mean?"

"What is it about me that compelles you to be so... unhinged?" She sat on the floor as I followed her movement, " It's very unlike you to be so expressive." Odia spoke the truth as I tried to think of reasons, "I don't want adolescent hormones to screw me over-well screw me over again. Love is something I want to deserve for the right reasons."

Flashbacks whoo

----Hysterical----

"Poke... poke... poke... poke-"

"Is this necessary?" I growled as Odia continued to vocalize what she was doing to my face with her index finger.

"You shut your stupid face." Odia snapped as me as the host club kept in their snickers.

After several minutes more, I snapped. Grabbing her wrist, I rippednit away from my face as her doe brown eyes gave me a curious look. Her rosebud lips were in a slight pout while her head tilted ever so slightly. How long I could stare at her would be past an eternity, but I was only allowed a few minutes before she spoke, "What?"

Before Odia left

Honey was oversleeping, and no one dared to try to wake him, "You do it!" Tamaki pointed at Mori while shivering.

Mori responded with shaking his head violently.
"You are absolute idiots." I sighed at the 20 minute argument.

"Why don't you do it then?" Haruhi suggested casually, earining a glare that closed her mouth.

"You know what?" Odia spoke up, "Fine, I'll do it!" She proclaimed as she made her way to him "You big babies." She muttered.

I feared the hospital bill I would have to pay for her injuries caused by Honey. The club and I stared while standing a safe five feet away as Odia sat next to Honey's torso. She took a breath as hone shifted to laying on his back.

Odia began with softly stroking his cheek, took another hasty breath, and then pressed her finger into his neck on a pressure point.

Immediately, he sprung up, hands resdy to choke whoever dared to waked him up, but she ducked under them and embraced him, "I'm so sorry, Honey!" She exclaimed, "I had to!"

After him struggling out if her grasp for a few minutes he calmed down, "Oh, it's okay, Odi-chan."

"Gee, she's something else." Hikaru commented as I found myself staring at her smile while her one dimple showed prominently.

She really is something.

----Before she came to Ouran----

"I hear my future husband's in town." Odi sat at the same swing with an amused smile as I sat next to her once more, feeling a bit flustered at her words.

"You're pretty young to be thinking about marriage." I commented as she stifiled a bitter laugh.

"It's because one day, this gang will be mine, so I have to know who'll rule beside me." She sighed, "I really hate inheriting this."

I felt my fist clench as I thought if someone complaining for what they get to have while I get nothing.

"You have no idea how lucky you are." I seethed through clenched teeth.

"Oh~ so you don't get anything from your father? I actually envy you." She concluded.

"Why the hell would you do that?" I snapped.

"Because you probably have the ability to be a success without your father's money. Yeah sure, I could too, but I'd be letting down my family. You get to do what you want and I love that idea. It's not that I don't want to inherit this, but I just don't like the idea of having my whole future planned out." Odi swayed softly, "It's not even that I'm a free spirit either, I'm just as independent as I can be."

"Is it only you that can inherit it?" I relaxed a bit as my curiosity was peaked.

"Not technically, my cousins are more than capable." She let a sigh escape her lips, "But the only way that would happen is if he starts thinking of me as his little sister as opposed to the Princess." Her mouth curved into a bitter smile, "Believe it or not, I'm still a little girl, but I had to develop the mind of an sociopathic adult."

"Sociopathic?" I questioned as she lifted her head to look at me.

"My biggest fear is letting my feelings show, but I also fear not having any at all." Odi explained, "I don't even know if I'll ever be able to get a husband. I'm selfish, cold, and distant. I want to love something more than myself, but I know I won't deserve it when I find that something. I want to find someone that makes me want to become a better person." She brushed a piece if ebony hair back, "I apologize for being so emotional. I'm usually never like this."

I blinked at her words, since her face has been kept relatively straight beside small bitter smiles, "It's quite alright." I sucked in a breath as her soft hands found the sides of my face as she stood up.

"It was lovely talking to you, though. You're an interesting person." Her blind eyes bore into mine and she bourted out a question, "Are your eyes translucent?" She asked.

"E-Excuse me?" I couldn't focus while my face was reddening at Odi's touch.

"You speak so stoically, but I feel like I can hear slight hints if emotion, like a translucent screen. It's see-through enough to know something's there, but not enough to know what resides behind it." After a moment of my blushing-induced silence, her upper lip twitched to a near smile, and then she bent down, kissing my cheek ever so lightly and quickly, "Have a nice day." She chuckled while she hurried back inside.

I watched her every move while I held my cheeek, shocked at the warmth her cold, soft, lips added to my reddened cheeks, creating a foreign flutter in my stomach.

Present

"You've driven me absolutely insane ever since you were a short blind girl on a swing." I finally spoke as her hwad tilted in confusion.

"What-"

"I'm selfish, cold, and distant. I've never wanted to love something more than myself, because I knew I wouldn't deserve it when I found that something. I've never wanted to find someone that makes me want to become a better person." Realization struck her face as her hand covered her mouth in shock as her eyes began to teat up,"and then I sat next to a blind princess on a swing by the name of Odi, who saw my cover-up without being able to see my face." A tear fell from her face that I gently wiped away.

"Kyoya, I-" she was cut off by a door swinging open revealing a snow covered host club, shovels in hand, with Mori leading the charge.