i'm not good enough to
be your friend.
never mind a best friend.
i really really do care about.
i love you lots. you are strong,
bold, beautiful, funny, generous,
loyal and so much more.
i look up to you. i'm so sorry.
you deserved better than me.
i wish we hung out more before
you left. i am the worst.
i'm sorry i was selfish and let
my past and abandonment issues
kick in and made me distant myself
from you as soon as you said you were moving.
i honestly never deserved you.
and you never deserved to have
someone like me. you deserved better.
i promise to get help and get things
better so we can hang out again.
my words will hold nothing but
empty meanings
one day.
i am aware but just know i'll
never forget you.
i never intended to hurt you.
i miss you and love you.
i'm so proud of you.
- i am the most selfish person i know
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