Oh, how I can see your darkness
looking back at me,
your angry holds a story that needs
to be told of something that happened
ancient years ago,
your eyes were like the sea
the reflection of your pains entered
deep within my soul
cutting away at my heart
shattered all my emotions
you left me broken down,
all your friends are evil warriors
that likes to kill all that is good,
fighting for selfishness and greed
you think pain is love,
Because love had once made you bleed
one night while I was home alone
In my bed a sleep,
You Dark Angel came into my mind
given me darken dreams,
Your words were deadly
like an old sad song
of true Gothic pains
under a big velvet moon
that was hanging down in gloom,
I fell deep into your icy arms
while you cared me on into a darken room,
your embrace made me shiver
my spine felt like it was about to break
Oh, how you make my body ache,
When you first looked inside my eyes
I started to cry;
The pains were so deep
It burned in my mind,
You held me so tight;
like we had known each other all our lives,
your hunger for me started making me
feel even more uneasy,
It got so hard to tell you
to let me go,
fighting against all that I have known
that what we have is truly wrong,
Dark Angel would tell me all kinds of things
just to make me think,
making me question what is right
from what is wrong,
this is one of Dark Angels way
to take control over me while I dream,
he would touch me
with his cold wrinkled hands,
he kissed my lips as if he was taking
away my last breath,
he sent to my mind fear
making my heart race
Oh, how my body ached
he loved to see me cry
He would hold me tight,
when I would glance at him
I would see his eyes change with mine,
he acts as if he was
trying to read my thoughts
but all I felt was disguise
So, helpless, powerless,
he would charm me with a smile
like he truly loved me,
as if he was bewitched
of something of long ago
a story of darkness
a love that once end.
-Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
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