Why Do You Like To Make Me Hurt?
Why does it have to hurt so bad?
When my heart feels, I am about to die,
those sad hidden signs that are piercing at my mind,
into a long sad empty night, my breathing started
to become harder to do,
my poor body is hinting to my mind, questioning the why's,
hurting so deep within, I try so hard to look at the big picture,
that something is really going on with me,
my life is slowly slipping from me in my sleep,
while Dark Angel stands over me,
what is the point of trying if all he is about is dying?
While I am laying down in my cold bed,
my lamps started flickering,
like it was letting me know I'm not alone,
things are never safe when it comes to my own darkness,
in life, I had once lived in a broken past,
Dark Angel is always lurking about,
watching everything I say or do,
behind his world of lies, he has a very big cage,
covered in darken places I had never seen,
He makes haters come my way, just to make my life an isolated place,
Sin they hold deep within their soul, that is truly all they know,
the mistake we all have made,
but they like to give their blames on the innocent,
The old ancient sky cry's deep into the night,
Where dark dreams are always made while I sleep,
I know I have a beautiful soul, the purpose of all
this mess I see in dreams are stories of an ancient past,
while I hear the voices of the crying and lying of
the weeping ones,
they feed on every word Dark Angel ever told.
I see the struggles in this world, like a sentence of my mind
I must write to get it off my bleeding heart,
I see many given up on love, they gave their own heart freely
to he who haunts out innocent ones in dreams,
he consumed everything they ever knew,
darken dreams is a creation to make you cream,
Those old pains and lies cut you deep into the night,
rains will always be a part of darken dreams,
where darkness, unloved and loneliness will be,
just to make you bleed,
this is what Dark Angel did to me in darken dreams.
-Judy Emery © 1984 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
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