DARK Angel, with an aching lust for my heart
for my body, he thinks he owns
he looks at me and tells me why do you not weep?
don't your tears burn you deep within your soul
come now and let your tears flow
To rid the world of what I have known,
I smiled as I walked away in all that pain
Dark Angel gave oh this is something he craves
just to see me weep,
he loves to see me bleed
Then Dark Angel says come back, my goddess
there is something hear you don't want to miss,
Dark Angel makes other souls suffer if I don't
run to his every command
he picked up a young child from his mother
and told me he will torment this child to death
I will cast much pain upon his soul
that is when I almost lost my control
I ask him to please let him be,
just then I feel so much pain deep within
I felt as something was taken my insides apart
I felt as if someone had beaten my body
my heart feels as if it has been pierced
Dark Angel made his way with much violence
My life had never been the same,
I questioned all his words he ever told me
I told him to let him be and we will talk
about all your pains and your old love and worth
I did not want to reveal any more than needed
so he let the child down to the wet ground
and the rain to his mother,
He knows my thoughts but not my visions
I can't put anything past him
because he lives in my dreams
Oh my heart screams for peace
Why did love take flight from me I cried
I cried in so much pain I felt I was making the rain
that has been pouring down on the land,
Dark Angel, ever on wings to fly
to my every strength of all my pains and needs
Who will ever reach me it's all too late for me
This pain runs my own blood cold
my own body is changing colors
I am feeling frozen but not the emotions,
will envious heart allow one day
for me to feel no more pains?
and let me feel what is real,
Dark Angels eyes started turning red
with all this delight of my pleads
the torture of his true desire for his hunger
all the things of beauty burn with flames
of evil ecstasy over into his eyes
I was looking up to the gloom of all his doom
the impertinence of my mind
then he lied me down with his gentle words
that he whispering in my ears
He admires me and my beauty I hold within,
I put my hands around him,
my skin is almost lifeless like his
tears he kissed off my cold face while
he had been looking me up and down,
With his hunger and lust
He put me next to him with the hope that I will
I will give in to his evil ways.
-Judy Emery © 1980 THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
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