Smile My Dear (Alastor x reader)

Your past

You were born in  the U.S in the year of 1980. You were born into a family of crime, You lived with your mother and siblings, since your dad had left your mom while she was pregnant. Your family dedicated their lives to robbing, houses, banks, or anything that could get them something to sell. it dint take you long for you to join the lifestyle, but you decided to take it a step further. You  started selling drugs, holding people at gun point for money, even went as far as kidnapping for it. You never dated anyone, since from the moment you could speak all you heard from your mom was "y/n never trust men, all they do is light you up, get what they want, and toss you out like a bottle of cheap booze".  And she wasn't wrong, every man you had ever met just wanted to have a good time, and then just toss you away. However that dint stop you from playing with them. It was easy, made them believe you were interested, got them drunk or high enough until they passed out, steal their money and anything else you thought was money worthy.  Everything was going fine, you had a cheap apartment, money, friends, yeah some fights here and there, but hey what more could you ask for? That was until your 19th birthday, you were out late at night, after a long night of partying you saw a man, he was tall, had brown hair, but most importantly he had a golden watch wrapping around his wrist. You were getting short on cash so you thought hey, why not just go get it. You went up to him, got your gun out of your purse, and demanded for the watch, but then the tall man just laughed. "What's so funny?" you asked him, that's when he pulled out a gun, and shot you straight to your heart. That's when you fell back, and then you were finally out.

Hey sorry for the long background, trust me it's important t the story, things will get interesting soon