Smile My Dear (Alastor x reader)

I just can't love you

The room went silent for  a minute.

Your heart was pounding, your palms were starting to feel sweaty, and your breathing was getting heavier. 

"Alright" said Alastor

"Alright?, what do you mean?"

"y/n, what i'm about to say it's not gonna be easy, but i have to say it"

You were silent

"I'm not gonna lie to you when i say that i do in fact feel some sort of feeling towards you, however, i cannot let those feelings proceed"

"Wh- why not?"

"y/n, i am Alastor, the radio demon, one of the most powerful beings in hell, i haven't felt this way about someone in decades, and i cant let myself get carried away with things like feelings" he said

You stood there, you felt like someone had just punched you in the stomach, you felt something shatter inside of you, and that's when you just snapped.

"So let me get this straight, your saying that you can't accept your feelings towards me because you're a powerful demon and i'm just a regular crackhead that in your terms is not important?! Because you can't get anything out of me?!"

"y/n that's not what i meant-"

"Well you know what asshole, you don't have to worry about me anymore, cause i'm leaving this place" you said

"Wait what? No please y/n" said Alastor while grabbing your arm

You pulled away from him

"Don't you ever fucking touch me again" you said storming out

You immediately packed your things and headed out the hotel, you heard Alastor calling your name, but you ignored it.

You were out on the streets until you found a place to sit down. All of the sudden, you just broke, tears started falling down your face, you felt awful, no one had made you feel like this before, this feeling of breaking inside.

"y/n?" 

You looked up, and it was Ty, You wiped your tears 

"Hey" you said in a crying voice

"What's wrong?!" he asked

"Nothing, just some dumb shit"

"It was Alastor wasn't it?" he asked

You just looked down

"y/n, what did he do to you?"

*you explain what happened to Ty*  (Sorry i'm writing this really late at night and did not feel like Typing the explanation*)

"I'm sorry i din't listen to you" you said

"It's fine"

"Wait,  do you have a place to stay?" he asked

"No, i'll try to find a cheap hotel or sleep on the streets"

"What? No, you're coming with me" he said

"You don't have to help me Ty"

"Yes i do, you can stay at my apartment and sleep on the couch until you find somewhere to stay"

You were hesitant, but you decided to accepted

"Okay"

"Let's go" he said

You both walked to Ty's apartment, then you got there. It was a small apartment, as soon as you entered, you could see the couch in the middle of the room, it had a small chair next to it and a small TV in front.  In the back was a tiny kitchen, and then there was a small hallway behind it, which led to Ty's room and bathroom. 

"Cool apartment" you said

"Thanks"

You had been living with Ty for two weeks now. And it wasn't bad, in the day, you both would mostly just talk, or watched TV, or go out. And you went out to party a couple of times.  Right now you both were sitting on the couch watching TV.

"Hey, i'm getting kind of hungry" said Ty

"Same"

"I'll go out to get some takeout" you said

"Okay"

You grabbed some money and headed out. You got the food and walked back. As you were about to enter the apartment complex, you felt someone grab your hand. Thinking you were being robbed you turned around ready to fight, but when you look back, it was Alastor.

You were frozen, you din't know what to do. That's when all of the sudden, he slowly lifted your face up and looked down at you. 

"Alastor.." you said

"Hello Darling"

Before you could say anything, Alastor pulled you closer slowly and kissed you softly.