Autophobia

7

Jordyn's POV

"Welp." Toby says as she opens the door to her house. "Here we are."

"Nice house." I say then I look at Toby and her girlfriend. "Are you sure it's okay for me to live here?"

"Jordyn you can either live here with me or with Christen in Utah." Toby says. "Take your pick."

"I'll stay here." I say and Toby nods.

"I'll show you to your room." My cousin says then she grabs my bags and heads up the stairs.

Christen and I follow our favorite forward up the stairs then we follow her into a large room.

"All this for me?" I question when I see the massive room.

"Yep." Toby says.

"Wow." I say.

"Tomorrow you and I can go shopping for things to spruce this room up while Tobin's at training." Christen says.

"Okay." I say. "Wait don't you have to go to Utah?"

"We report at the end of the week." Christen says.

I nod then I, along with Christen and Toby, start unpacking my things while talking.

"Jordyn can I ask you something?" Christen asks.

"Of course." I say.

"Do you have feelings for Kelley?"

"Would it be wrong to say yes?" I question.

"No."

"Even if I just got out of a relationship?"

"I mean I wouldn't call that a relationship." Tobin says causing Christen to squeeze her hand then she looks at me.

"Jordyn we can't help who we have feelings for." Christen says. "If you have feelings for Kelley then explore those feelings and see where they lead."

"But for now." Toby says. "Let's finish packing then get some food."

Christen and I chuckle then we finish putting everything away.

After everything in my room is packed away Toby and Christen go un pack in their room while I head to the kitchen and start dinner.

"TOBY WE NEED TO GO TO THE GROCERY STORE SOMETIME SOON." I shout as I look through a bare cupboard.

"OKAY." Toby says as I hear footsteps coming down the stairs.

"Do we have anything here to cook?" Christen asks.

"Uh.........I can make fettuccine alfredo."

"ooh yeah make that." My cousin excitedly says. "Please please please make that."

"Alright Toby." I say and smile. "Now where do you two keep your pots?"

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"What about this lamp?" Christen asks as she holds up a lamp.

I shrug which causes the brunette to sigh.

"Jordyn what's wrong?"

"I feel like I'm a burden on you and Toby." I admit.

"Why?"

"I'm taking over one of the rooms in you two's house..."

"Jordyn we wouldn't have invited you to live with us if we didn't want to." Christen says then she hugs me. "You're family to Tobin and me and family helps each other out...so let me help you."