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Please Forgive Me

Jinhee's POV 

Tears rolled down my eyes , my struggles all went in vain , I felt disgusted . It was like my heart was aching in agony . I stared up at the ceiling blankly , the pain he gave me felt so less than the pain in my chest . His warm arms around my waist were like thorny chains tied against my bare body , ripping my flesh off , making me bleed . 

I looked at Yoongi who was sleeping beside me , exhausted and drunk . I bit my lips and slowly  slid away from his grip . He really looked peaceful , maybe tomorrow he'll think it was all a dream but for me.......you gave me a living nightmare . I put on my clothes and slowly sneaked out of his room , " Sorry Yoongi.......from now.....don't blame me for being mean to you ." I shut the door behind me and walked to the balcony sobbing .

I should have stopped him , what I did to her....I am totally disgusted now , my body is itching .....I am feeling so dirty , so wronged . I covered my face and started sobbing when I felt something warm on my shoulder , I turned scared that Yoongi woke up again but a sigh escaped my lips seeing Jimin looking at me confused . I stepped back sobbing . I felt so bad . " Jimin....Jimin I....am sorry I can't  marry you.....Please take me home , please . I don't wanna stay here for a second !! " I shook my head crying .

" Jinhee-ah ? Why you are looking so ......What happened ? Why your clothes are torn ? Did Lisa and Rosee bothered you again ? I gonna sue them If they just bullied you -"

" JUST TAKE ME HOME !! Please.....I beg you....please take me home ....please ...." I lowered my head while tears just rolled down my eyes , Jimin stretched his hand to touch me , " NO !! D-don't...don't touch me ......leave me alone , LEAVE !! " I was shaking in fear although I tried to control myself , I failed . " Jimin-ssi .......take me back , I don't wanna be here ." I whispered .

" Okay fine , let's go ." He sighed and started walking me out through the back door . I glanced one last time at the room before following Jimin . 

Jimin's POV 

I felt so helpless . Although I tried to help her but she stepped away from me , her dress was torn and there was blood stain on her cloth . What happened when I was not with her . What happened in those 90 minutes ? Damn , Jin hyung stopped me earlier that's why I got diverted and now I'm so clueless about her current situation . If someone really bullied her ? 

I swear I gonna kill them . 

" Jinhee-ah ? We are here......" I said stopping the car infront of her house . She nodded and walked out , didn't even turned to say goodbye , this was strange . Did something ......bad happened ? I gripped the steering wheel and glared at my reflection . " What's wrong ? Yahh !! " I slammed it aggressively . 

I sighed as Jinhee walked in the house , I flipped my hair before driving back home , Wait......torn dress ? Blood ? That look on her face ......Don't say......don't say....she was raped ? I stopped the car almost in front of another car . The man yelled at me but I just ignored him driving back to Jinhee's house . I dashed out of my car all scared and worried , I jogged to her house . I knocked at the door twice but no one opened . " Hyunjin ? Jinhee ? open the door !! " I yelled hitting the door .

A sleepy Hyunjin slowly opened the door making me sigh in relief . " Jinhee ? I wanna meet her...." I said while ruffling my hair . Hyunjin nodded and let me in . " Where's she ?" I asked shaking him , he yawned and groaned before pointing upstairs but before I could leave he stopped me .

" Hyung ? Was everything fine at the party ? Why Noona looked so worn out when she came in ? Did Jennie ,....." He said rubbed his sleepy eyes and looked at me , I plastered a fake smile and ruffled his hair .

" I said you right ? Don't worry .....I'll take care of your Noona . You go and sleep . Nae ?" He nodded and walked upstairs to his room , I felt so bad failing to protect his sister , I felt so horrible for lying him . I looked up and walked to Jinhee's room . I knocked gently but she didn't opened . 

" Hyunjin ? Don't disturb me , I'm tired and I won't go to the café tomorrow ......just leave me alone ." She said making me knock again .

" Jinhee-ah......Mianhe .....I failed to protect you , please let me in....Jinhee-ah please ." I said while pressing my forehead against the door , soft sobs were the onlything that I heard from the other side . " Open the door.....I need to talk ......we need to talk ." I bit my lips hoping she'll open it .

" Just go Park Jimin , If you guessed what happened .......then just leave , there's nothing you can do , I'll talk to my uncle and nullify the marriage ......you don't have to worry about me , I won't bring shame on your family ." She sobbed . It was like she was just standing while leaning on the door and it was the only thing that was between us . Her words were filled with pain , guilt and sadness . I can't see her like this . 

" I said open the door , If you don't want me to break in your room Hwang Jinhee ......then open the door ." I said with my tone in a lower octave , showing how serious I was . It took few minutes for her to respond but she opened the door . I gasped seeing her pale figure , her unkempt hair , her tear stained cheeks , her red puffy eyes . She looked completely broken . " Jinhee-ah ?" I whispered and pulled her into a hug . 

" Jimin.....let go , I'm so dirty now.....I don't wanna live , I loved him but he just....he just ." I shushed her , patting her head , I don't know why but my heart ached seeing her in this condition . I was the one who should be blamed , I got distracted ......I hate myself . I hate the way she was sobbing . I hate it . 

" It's okay Jinhee-ah......I'll accept you......It doesn't matter to me how pure you are , I want to protect you , wanna see you happy . This was my fault , please.........please forgive me ." 

************End Of Chapter 35 

Thanks For Reading . See You Later In Next Chapter . I Hope You Guys Don't Hate Me For Yoongi Raping Jinhee . He Was Drunk And Heartbroken In Love , Which Led Him To Lose Mind . Sorry 

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- Charil Meng .