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I Was Wronged .

Jinhee's POV 

Lisa scoffed and dragged Rosé with her away from us , I sighed and looked at Jimin who gazed at me worried . " Oh no....your outfit....umm....I'm waiting here , you can go upstairs and change into the spare clothes . I'll send a maid to get you some fresh clothes . You can use the spare washroom upstairs ." Jimin smiled . Although it was Kims house but we all used to come here a lot , so I was well known with the rooms . I nodded and walked upstairs . 

I walked in the washroom and washed the stain on my clothes , I always ruin the gifts that I get , I'm so careless . Why did Lisa did that ? It looks like people shouldn't judge by just looking at the cover . I thought them innocent but they are same as Jennie . I looked at my phone and sighed . Hyunjin must be worried , I should change and leave . I washed my face and dried up when someone knocked at the door . 

I opened the door to see a maid , she bowed and handed me an outfit . Usually there's a wardrobe filled with clothes for guests . Maybe she got this from there ? I smiled and thanked her . As she went away , I changed into this : 

I walked out while putting my wine stained outfit in my hand bag when I saw Yoongi , standing alone in the balcony . He was leaning on the railing . I hid behind the wall to hear him , " I....I have no reasons ......to live now....I loved Jinhee but she left me and walked away from me ......looks like I don't deserve happiness . When I take one step towards happiness ....." He chuckled . " It takes 5 steps away from me .....how cruel . And ....tomorrow I will engage with Jennie , whom I hate the most . Eomma......I'm not happy here ." 

I bit my lips trying to control my sobs . He was probably drunk . " Eomma......I wanna hug you....I want to cry on your chest.....Mom.....I am coming ." My breathe hitched as I heard him , I looked to see Yoongi standing on the edge with his hands stretched . He laughed out a humorless laugh and looked at the moon . " Goodbye.....I hope ....Jinhee will- "

" YAHHHH MIN YOONGI !! " I screamed and pulled him down . He lost his balance and fall on top of me . I winced as I fall on the floor . I gazed up to see him crying while burying his face in the crook of my neck . I can't help but wrap my arms around him , trying to comfort him . Yoongi slowly let go of me and got up . He looked so drunk and was groaning while holding his head . 

" What are you even trying to do Min Yoongi ? What was that ? You tried to kill yourself ? How dare you .....You thought I'll be happy after you end your life ? Can't you see I'm doing this beacause of you and Hyunjin ? My sacrifice will go in vain if you commit suicide !! How can you....." I sniffed and hit his chest crying , " How can you think to leave me alone ? Yoongi why ? Please......Please love yourself !! " I said while sobbing .

" I have no reason to live....I.....I'm completely broken , without you I'm nothing....I only loved you , you were like oxygen in my life ...J-Jinhee-ah .....and now as you are moving away , living on this cruel world is suffocative , I can't l-live this way ......why can't I kill myself ? I hate myself...I..." He hugged me making me off guard . I hugged him back , crying on his warm chest , his cologne was something ......I loved the most . His warm touch , his heavy breathe , the way his heart beat matched with mine ......everything looked so perfect . 

But I have to leave Yoongi . I can't be selfish and let them die for my own happiness . So why not sacrifice myself . I know .....I know oneday you'll come to know why I did this.....and you'll forgive me....won't you ? Min Yoongi ? 

I looked up to see Yoongi sleeping on my shoulder . I sighed and shook him , he groaned and grabbed my wrist . " What ......do you think ? I'm drunk ? What do you think......I'll let you go that easily ? You....are mine Hwang Jinhee....just mine ." I gasped as he started dragging me in one of the guest room .

" Yoongi !! Yoongi leave ! If Jennie will come to know- "He pushed me on the bed . I shook my head scared . Yoongi was totally drunk and was not in his right state to think . " Let go of me Yoongi !! " I screamed although knowing that every rooms in Kim residency was sound proof . Yoongi hovered over me and smirked . " Yoongi , No.....Yoongi wake up !! "

" I won't let Jimin touch....what's mine......Jinhee I love you....Jinhee you are mine !! I'll protect you from Jennie , I'll keep you safe ." He whispered as he moved closer . I tried to push him away but he was too heavy for me , tears rolled down my eyes , I loved him but I never wanted him to touch me without my consent . He kissed my neck ignoring my pleads and cries . 

" Yoongi....Pl- " He shut me by kissing roughly , I gripped on the bedsheet tightly , trying to endure , hoping someone will help me out . Yoongi broke the kiss and looked at me , with his eyes full of lust , anger and pain . I shook my head but It was too late . He tore my dress and smiled kissing my neck while his hand touching me . I bit my lips , crying for mercy but I guess.....It was too late . 

" Don't worry Jinhee-ah......everything will be okay......my love ." 

**********End Of Chapter 34 

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- Charil Meng .