Selfish Me ....

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Author's POV 

Hyunjin sighed as he received no proper response to his question from his sister . He got up and walked in the kitchen to cook breakfast for him and his Noona. He was still confuse about the break up stuff , basically his Noona wasn't someone who'll chase someone for money or fame , If she wanted she could have dated Taehyung but she chose Yoongi , because she loved him . What made him more curious that Jinhee was crying bitterly , Hyunjin  never saw his sister cry like this even when their dad died . She was always strong and now seeing her weak made Hyunjin's heart ache . 

Jinhee hugged her knees and sniffed staring blankly at the floor , she just prayed for Yoongi's safety .....that's what she could do . After breakfast they went to café . Daesung was really happy to meet Jinhee , although just a day but everyone missed the mascot a lot . " Little one ? Why you look so gloomy ?" Daesung asked while ruffling her . She forced a smile shaking her head , not wanting to make him worry .

Hyunjin walked to Jeongin who was helping Jihyo in grinding coffee beans . Sana was the receptionist with wounded hand . Jinhee tilt her head and walked to Sana worried , 

" Aish.....what happened to you ?" 

Jinhee's POV 

There were not a lot of customers , maybe my absence made them lose some customers ? I sighed and walked towards the pantry but stopped to see Sana at reception instead of Jeongin . I shook my head in disbelief as my eyes landed on her hand bandaged with a cute bow on it , maybe Mark tied it . " Aish.....what happened to you ?" 

Sana smiled and lift her wounded hand cutely , " Burnt !! I was daydreaming while cooking dinner and yup......this happened . But Mark's soft kisses made the pain vanish !! Hahaha .....by the way how was your date ?" She asked while receiving payments . " Please visit again !! " 

" Uhh....Date ? Ohh....we didn't went ......something u-urgent came up hehe ." I turned to leave but stopped , " Sana-ah.......I guess I don't like Yoongi now.....I don't think we are made for each other ." She was about to speak but I walked away . " Jihyo-ah ? How can I help ?? " 

" Woah.....our mascot is back !! Lucky charm ......I hope we'll have a dozen of customers soon !! " She chimed and served plates , I nodded and helped her . Maybe I should forget what happened between me and Yoongi . I guess I should try to be happy .....like the way I was . 

Because this is my world . 

Yoongi's POV 

It hurts .

It hurts knowing I tried my best , I gave my best but it was still wasn't good enough . 

It hurts so much . 

Isn't it sad when you get hurt so much that you can finally say that....."I'm used to it "

I sat on the bed and looked at my phone , her smile .....her beautiful eyes .....her everything is so beautiful ....but sadly you can't be mine .....Jinhee Hwang . Why you pushed me away when I tried to rely on you ? When I finally started loving you ? When......I finally came out of the shell that I once created back in my childhood . Why you made me dream and hope about a bright future when you were planning to leave me already ? 

Why you did this ? Why you made me hate you so much ?

Yes......Yes I hate you .......but I still love you .....I love you Jinhee and only you , I can't understand.....everything was fine until she went in the washroom but after that she just.....

I sighed and laid on bed staring at my hand , I still wanna feel her small warm palm under mine , I still want her arms wrapped around me .......I still want her soft lips on mine . I'm sorry Jinhee , I'm not selfish like you......I'll never let my feelings die even though we aren't fated ......but this heart will always beat for you.......only you . 

You ask why I love you ? 

I love you because you loved me when I hated myself the most , you supported me when I was totally broken ......you fixed me and gave me your warmth . You made me smile , you understood my feelings , you listened me ......you loved the real me and not my money but little did I knew you'll just walk away ......again breaking my heart into pieces ? 

I sighed closing my eyes . Maybe you think within time I'll forget about you and will be happy with someone else ? But remember........if it's not you ? Then......I won't be happy . Never . 

I loved you , I love you and.......I'll always love you . 

Author's POV 

Jinhee walked out of the backdoor to dump the kitchen garbage in the trash bin when she heard her brother yelling at someone , worried she ran towards the voice but stopped when she heard another familiar male voice . 

" I said that I'll pay half of your debts and you can keep the orphanage safe ......I won't bother the orphanage and put it in auction , I promise that I won't bother you anymore ....I'll pay 180 million won .......making you kids lessen the burden ." The man offered , " Don't forget that the lives of the orphan kids depends on you both , I won't mind if it'll be auctioned but it was Noona's favorite .......don't you wanna save your Mom's building ?" 

" I WANT !! But That doesn't mean I gonna sell my Noona to you !! I won't ......I'll rather like to die than marrying my Noona to some random guy for money ." Hyunjin dead panned totally rejecting his offer . 

" Think twice Hyunjin !! This offer won't stay forever , they liked Jinhee and want their son to marry her , What's wrong in that ? " He asked . 

" I said No means No.....I Don't want my Noona to suffer anymore , I'll graduate and find a Job ......I'll pay the debt in 5 years.......just give us sometime ." Hyunjin said softly , " But I reject your shitty offer uncle ." He glared his uncle . 

" Are you sure ? I'll pay half of the price .......think twice . Chances won't come every time knocking at your door . Think Hyunjin......there's no loss after all ." The grey haired man spoke with his manly voice almost echoing in the small lane . Jinhee bit her lips not knowing what to say . " Maybe the debtor will seal your house and sell Jinhee in a whore house if you'll fail to pay half of the debt at the end of this year ........maybe kill you . Aren't you afraid ?" 

" I don't care of my life , I- "

" I agree .....It's a talk among elders , I hope you won't mind his childish decisions .....whatever your deal is.....I'm ready ." Jinhee stated walking towards them , their maternal uncle looked at her and smiled . " Uncle .....please pay the debt and save the orphanage ......I'll marry anyone ." She looked at her feet . 

" Noona NO !! You don't have to....I'll plan out- "

" Sorry Hyunjin......I can't risk your life ......a small sacrifice can keep us safe and also.....It'll save Mom's orphanage ." She looked at them and sighed . 

" I'm ready for the deal ." 

*****End Of Chapter 26

THANKS FOR READING !! SEE YOU LATER IN NEXT CHAPTER ~

- Charil Meng . 

 

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