Pretty Mascot [ MYG X Reader X PJM ]

~One Sided Love ~

Jinhee's POV 

" Then go out on a date with me ?" 

Wait what ? I mean he's kidding right ? By no means he'll ask me out and after what all happened ........DON'T SAY .......he lost his memories ? No , why I'm thinking all these and making it more complicated . " What do you mean hmm ?" 

" Date ? D . A . T- "

" Yah c'mon I was topper in my class , I know how to spell Date Park Jimin , don't play around me , I'm going ......you should take rest , wait , this is my ward !! You should be the one who - " Before I could even complete he started laughing . I just stared at him confused about what made him laugh ? Do I look like a clown ? " Wae ?" I yelled completely pissed , what's so funny after all ?

" I was just talking about a friendly lunch date you Pabo , what were you even thinking with your peanut brain huh ? You look so flustered and that's so funny !! Hahaha .......staying with Yoongi hyung , you also adapted his dirty mind didn't you ? ......Ohh.." He stopped laughing and looked at me with a sad pout , " I.......didn't mean It ." He lowered his head feeling guilty .

I took a deep breathe and faked a smile , " Park Jimin ? ........It's okay besides I should move on , after all It was my decision to leave him , and this is just a little punishment that I'm suffering for hurting him , I don't have any hard feelings for this , soon Yoongi will be happy .......without me , I'll be glad that I saved him from something . Whatever.......we aren't made for each other , you know ?" I smiled and looked out of the window . 

" It's not like you two aren't made for each other......It's just the circumstances , this cruel world are not in favor to you both . It's okay you got me !! Why not lets eat hot porridge ? My mom makes really tasty porridge !! You should try once , you'll love it too ." He said while walking out of the room to fetch the porridge for us . 

I sighed and stared at the ceiling blankly , I don't know but I'm really thankful to whatever Jimin did to me , he gave me hopes .......although I can't love him .....but I'll try my best to make him happy .

 Like a true friend .

But I really don't want to be a burden on him , after what happened to our house , Mrs. Park offered us to stay at their place saying that she's bored with two males around her and also as we'll be their responsibility they wants us to stay in Parks residency . I was about to reject but Jimin eyed me and asked me to also think about Hyunjin , and when It comes about Hyunnie I can't say no . Looks like tomorrow we'll shift at Parks .

" I'm back , Mom said to eat it when Its hot , here ." He placed the container on the table and smiled making me giggle and look at the porridge . " Don't just look at it , here....have a taste !! " He stretched his arm with a spoonful of hot delicious looking porridge . I blushed , I mean It's weird being feed as a baby though . " Yah ? Say Aaahhhhh ~ " 

What ? Pfft......Mommie Jimin is so cute hahaha .

Yoongi's POV 

Looks like you are so happy with Jimin , Aren't you ?

I gulped and slowly closed the door before walking out of the hospital with my hands shoved in the pockets . It was cold and was snowing but no matter what , nothing can cool down my burning heart . Yes , I was jealous , I was mad , It hurts to see Jinhee hating me so much , why does It feel like I did something really wrong , the way she pushed me away........

But she was not only pushing me away also others except Jimin . What he did to get closer to my woman , I can't forgive you Park Jimin , you knew I love her .......but still you back stabbed me . Now what do she thinks ? I'll be happy living like this ? She was my happiness and pushing me away from my happiness and wishing for me to be happy ......makes me laugh .

It makes no sense .

I hate being like this ......I hate being in so love with Jinhee that even though I try to move on ? I can't......I just can't erase those moments that I spent with someone really special to me.....someone who was my everything . Engaging with Jennie makes no sense too .....She wants to marry because she wants to show everyone that she gets what she wants , but I'm not an object ......I'm not your possession !!

 I'm totally not happy . 

Hwang Jinhee.......don't think you'll get rid of me so easily , even though Jennie kill me.....I'll never marry her .....I will never love someone other than you , Even though you push me away , ignore me.......I'll stay behind you , love you , support you......I don't care what people will think....

I'll not hesitate to be Jimin's shadow just to be with you , I know you are acting to be happy .....I know you are doing this for me and Hyunjin , I can't stop Jennie but I can protect you . I can save you from all the danger but what's the difference that'll always hurt me is.......that......

You'll never be mine anymore .

But that won't stop me ........my love for you'll be eternal ......what you call it.....Ohh yeah....love forever . 

" Mom used to say.......Never leave that person who was with you when nobody else was , besides ......We may not find the perfect ending with the person who just left us....but always keep in mind.....that for every ending , a new beginning will come...." I smirked and looked up at the sky , although snowing but It was still bright and positive . 

A new beginning huh ?

" Here begins the epic of my one - sided love , don't know why buts....one sided love is the most beautiful feeling in the world . " I leaned on my car and gazed at the hospital , the warmth I felt just thinking about her made me somewhat happy . Maybe I'm obsessed ......but I like it this way . I let out a dry chuckle and got in my car , the small car décor made me smile bringing back all the memories of me hanging out with Jinhee . Looks like I just have to treasure it as......I can't live it again in reality .

" Aish.....It's okay Yoongi....don't cry .....It's Okay ." I whispered wiping the fresh tears rolling on my cheeks .

" I'm happy......besides.....No one will really understand the power of one - sided love ,It's something different ......I don't have to share it anyone else like others do in their relationship , It's just mine......only I have the right on it.....maybe that's why.....It's called ....one sided love ?" 

**************End Of Chapter 39 

Thanks For Reading . See You Later In Next Chapter . I Am Sorry For Making Yoongi Like This But It's Just Half Of The Story.......Let's See How It Ends Or More Precisely......With Whom Jinhee Ends .......It'll Fun Hahahaha .

-Charil Meng .