Strength

Leave

"Acacia stop! I mean it." She still advanced and I held up my pillow.

"The girls are asleep. So it's ok. Besides. You are my mate and your looking very sexy right now." She tore the pillow away from me and pushed me down. Her  long dark hair brushed my face as she loomed over me. The tv light was making her look angelic.

Soft lips captured mine. At first I tried to resist but she wouldn't let up.  I gasp as she nips my lip and she plunges her tongue into my mouth. I couldn't help it. I moaned. Very loud.

"Oh so your a moaner? Can I touch you?" Her swollen lips were calling my name and I kissed her softly.

"Please. I'm yours." She smiled and took off my shirt. Then my pants. Then my bra. Then my underwear.  The way she looked at me. It made me feel beautiful. Desirable. 

Her hand cupped my breast and she pinched it lightly. Her purple eyes never left mine as she trailed her hand down my stomach. I was twitching, silently pleading with her to take me.

Her hand cuffed me but she never made an attempt to touch me the way I wanted her to. The way I needed her to.

"Can I mark you?" My heart jumped. She wanted me. I loojed inti her eyes and nodded and turned my head to the side. Someone actually wanted me. And loved me. I could feel her excited breath as she settled in the crook of my neck. Her lips explored much to my pleasure until she found the stop she was looking for.

"I love you." She murmured and as she pushed her fingers in me, I could feel her-

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I jolted up on the bed. I was breathing as if I had run a marathon. What the fuck? I've been away from my home for only three months. I thought that getting over Elocin would take more time. But I guess not.

"This has got to stop" I whispered to myself.

"What has to stop?" I nearly fell out off my bed. There she was. Acacia. In my bed. With her eyes still closed.

"Are you awake?" She nodded and yawned, making her tongue roll like a cat.

"Yeah a little bit. But what has to stop?" I played with the sheets.

"Nothing. Just these dreams."

"Oh. Nightmares?" She sat up with her eyes closed and leaned on her knees.

I giggled." No I haven't had a nightmare for at least six months. Well not as bad as they used to be." I shuddered. I always threw up blood after going through those.

"Oh I didn't know you had nightmares. What were they about?" I flinched. I try to block those.

"I'd rather not say." I got up and waked put my room to check on the girls. They were still asleep so I went to go make breakfast.

"What is my favorite chef making this fine morning?" Fine morning?

"Cacia it's pouring out. How is it a fine morning?" As if to back my argument up, lightning made an appearence and the lights blew out. Oh well. It's morning anf the lights should be on later.

"it's a fine morning because I'm with the people that I love the most in this world." I shook my head and searched for a lighter. I had to light my gas stove somehow.

"You don't even love your parents?" I turned my head to find her scowling.

"My parents are disgusting people who don't give a shit about their child. They only wanted to make sure they had a place in this world. Control. They are disgusting horrible rotten people and I will never love them." I was shocked. I mean we always talked about my parents but not hers. She still doesn't know what I am.

I walk to her and wrap her in my arms. She buried her face in my neck and took deep calming breaths. I knew she always avoided talking about her life but I didn't think it included her parents.

"Will you tell me?" She froze and shook her head as best she could in my neck.

"Not yet. Not until I feel like I need to." My face fell and I nodded.

"I'll wait for as long as you need me too. That's what friends are for right?" She nodded her head yes and I rubbed her back.

"We all have secrets. Some are good, some are bad. Sometimes they are a little unnatural. But if you have true friends then its ok." She just hugged me and I was all too happy to hug her back.

"Do you smell smoke?" She asked me and I rushed away from her and turned off the stove.

"Crap crap crap! Please don't be too badly burnt."I pleaded as I room my hash browns out the oven. They weren't burnt. They were charcoaled.

"Shit!" Acacia laughed and flicked my lips. I almost growled at her.

"Bad words sent allowed in this house missy. Little girls remember?"she mocked me. I hate swear words for some reason and she has a mouth of a dragon.

"Don't mock me." She trued to get my attention but I was ignoring her. Soon she gave up and I focused on the food.

I was so into what I was doing that I failed to realize that my power turned back on and the little red button flashing at my front door.

"Fuck!" I turned everything off and willed the power to go off. I ran around the corner and almost bumped into the three of them.

"Hey what happ-" I put my hand to Acacia's mouth and put my finger to my lips and motioned for her to follow me. I gave Hazel a look and she ran into the bathroom.

My mothers were having problems with a pack that didn't believe in female Alphas and they were on the brink of war. Mama made me install a silent security system in case anyone ever found me. It only went off if the person knew where I lived. I have to adjust it once me and Acacia became friends.

"Haze! Do you have everything?!"I whisper yelled to her and she ran out the bathroom and nodded.

"Anias what us going on?" I ignored her and ran to the back closet to grab our bags. The bag Hazel was going to carry was the bag with the cash and new information for us. I willed some new info for Acacia and Gracie just in case.

"Anias!" I silenced her with my hands.

"I'll explain everything later. Everything. But right now you have to trust me. OK? I'm gonna have to show you something soon that you might not believe but it's true ok?"

A few voices shouted outside my door abd we all froze. I pointed to the hallway and we quietly made our way to the door in the back. I willed the door open and picked up Hazel. Acacia did the same.

A large crach flew through the apartment and I closed the door as fast as I could but before it closed, I caught eyes with a familiar face.

The door led to another door that opened into a tunnel that went straight to the forest. We walked for miles in silence until the girls said they were hungry.

"I forgot they didn't eat breakfast." She nodded and we stopped. The girls ate and talked about the little kid show Domina.

"You have to explain this to me. What just happened?" She didn't make eye contact with me and just watched the girls. My wolf whimpered and pawed at the barrier of our mind.

" I can't explain it. I have to show you. Then I can explain it. I promise." She looked away and I frowned.

"Do you trust me?" She shrugged and my heart nearly stopped.

"Please trust me. I know that that was crazy but I need you to trust me. Please?" She shrugged again and I walked over to Hazel and bucked her up.

Are we gonna lose them mommy? She asked me in out minds. I kissed her forehead and shrugged.

I don't know Haze. I don't know. I sighed and walked on with Acacia and Gracie behind me

I hope I don't lose her. I need her. Espically if I really saw who I think I saw.