My lovely man

Part 37

Anna's P.O.V
We pretty much stayed the rest of the evening in bed, still naked, watching movies on his build in TV. In Anthony's arms I always felt so incredibly safe, he was holding me the whole time we were in bed. "Are you thirsty babe? Do you need something?" he asked me now. I nodded "actually, yes. Can you hand me my pain killers?" i asked him and within a second he jumped up and didn't even bother to dress. This made me giggle but at the same time I couldn't stop admiring his body. He looked so good naked. "I'll get you some water, be right back" he said, before leaving. So I laid there and for one moment, John again entered my mind. I couldn't help myself but feel worried. I had the urge to call him, but I didn't know where my phone was and with Anthony not leaving my side, I wasn't able to anyway.

John's P.O.V
Since I left the hospital, I locked myself up in my home studio, playing the guitar. One thought didn't leave my mind and that was if Anna read my note. I didn't even know if she's ok, because she wouldn't speak to me. Anthony probably holding her back to contact me, which honestly made me furious. On the other hand, what did i expect? I fucked up, I ruined everything. My thoughts got distracted by Nicole rushing in, I hated when she did that "Flea's on the phone" she just said and handed me the phone. "What's up Flea?" i asked, trying not to sound sad. "Just wanted to check on you, man. How's everything?" I coughed "well, uh I try to distract myself, by playing music" "I see, so you didn't talk to Anna, yet?" he asked, sounding worried. "Nahh man, uh actually I don't know anything. I uh left some flowers and a note this morning, but uh I didn't hear from Anna,neither Anthony" "Man I'm sorry. But Anna is at home now with Anthony" My heart sank for a minute "Ohh ok, guess she's alright then...uh thank you for telling me Flea" A short pause ensued "No problem John, thought you would like to know" I took a deep breath "Thank you"
"John?"
"Yeah?"i asked back.
"If you need to talk, I'm here ok?" Flea said.
This comforted me for a second "uh thank you Flea, I will".We then hung up on each other and I had to deal with the information. I sat there looking into nowhere, did I really was about to give up on Anna? Would I even have a chance to get her back? All those questions in my head and I didn't have an answer. My nose still hurt from Anthony punching me, I had to get myself some ice again. While I passed the living room to get to the kitchen, I couldn't avoid Nicole. She was sitting there with her arms crossed. "Another ice pack, hmm John?" she said. I couldn't stand her at the moment, picking at me. I didn't answer her, as soon as I got my ice pack, I disappeared in my studio again. Not a minute passed and she knocked at the door. "What is it?" i answered quite annoyed. " John, I'm leaving" she said. I teared the door open "What do you mean you leave?" i asked her back. "What you heard, I'm leaving John! I'll go to my mom for a couple of days..." she said, when she turned around again "oh and I want the divorce" That's when I got mad "Well then, fuck off Nicole!" I yelled. "Excuse me?" she asked back, acting all phoney now. "What you heard Nicole, GET THE FUCK OUT!" She rolled her eyes now "oh you have that attitude now, huh?" To be honest, she was testing me a lot now and I couldn't handle it well. I shut the door in front of her, because I knew I would get ugly any minute. "Looks like fucking a virgin turned you into a big asshole John" she said with that mocking tone of her, it made me sick to my stomach. I sat there for what seemed like ages, thinking about Anna and how she is now with Anthony at his home. I wanted to talk to her, but I wouldn't have a chance if I would turn up at his place, neither if I would call him.
Anthony's P.O.V
As I was downstairs, getting a water bottle out of the fridge, my phone rang. I picked it up, although I didn't want to let Anna wait upstairs. "Yeah?" i answered, it was Flea. "Hey man, listen I don't want to bother you, but uh you should call John" he said. I rolled my eyes "Flea, man I understand you are upset, but I'm really not ready to have that talk with him yet" i said. "Anthony, at least let him know that Anna is alright, he's worried" Flea said we a serious tone. I let out a deep breath "Okkk fine, I will call him but I won't let him talk to Anna" i said, already getting impatient. "Ok, I mean that's not what he initially wanted but at least you'll talk" flea said, slightly disappointed. "Alright, I have to go now, Anna is waiting for her water, talk to you later ok?" i said. As soon as we hung up on each other I rushed upstairs. "Sorry I let you wait that long babe, Flea called me!" i said, giving her a kiss on her forehead, handing her the water bottle and the painkillers. "No problem Anthony" she said, chugging down her pill with the water, making a face. "It tastes like shit" she said then giggling. This made me laugh
"Oh Anna" i said, stroking her cheek. "You are so strong"
She now laid on her back, her head turned to me "No you are Anthony, I'm just a dumb girl" I now laid next to her, facing her "Don't say that, it's absolutely not your fault. It's all my fault, I shouldn't have done the things I did!" i said, as her eyes had that glow again. She took my hand into hers and squeezed it gently "Thank you Anthony, I can't thank you enough for everything" she whispered as her eyes slowly closed. I kissed her temple now as I whispered "Sleep tight my love"
I then decided to put on some shorts and make the John call. I really didn't look forward it but i saw it as my responsibility. Also I didn't want to leave tomorrow with the feeling that John wouldn't stop trying to get back into her life.