My lovely man

Part 20

"Oh fuck!" Anna whispered. She jumped off the kitchen unit , trying to get dressed again.

"You have to go now John, hurry out before he sees you here!" she said to John while pushing him out to the backyard. John looked confused at Anna and said " But what? Where should I go?"

"Anna? Where are you?" Anthony still asking.

"I'm in the kitchen, Anthony!"

"Go around the house, John!" and as she said that she closed the door and Anthony walked in.

"Here you are, honey!" he said smiling while looking up and down Anna's body.

Anna tried not to look nervous, while on her inside she still was shaking and her heart felt like it moved up to her throat ,pounding like crazy. She had to hold herself on the cold glass door, just not to fall down, cause of the whole excitement.

"Wow, you look beautiful in that dress babe!" He said, walking closer to Anna. Placing his hands on her hips and kissing her first softly and then forcefully. What Anna didn't know is that John still was standing outside, watching them.

John's POV

I just couldn't move, it felt like my heart is going to split into a million pieces. Watching how Anthony kissed my beloved Anna. He didn't deserve her, just the way he was kissing her. My love for Anna is pure and honest. But for Anthony it's all about owning her. This one hour we were together was just so beautiful. I've missed and I still miss her every day. And now she was making out with him, like nothing happened, between us. I hope that it still meant something to her, cause to me it meant the world.

John now walked around the house and went home.  Anthony stopped kissing Anna and let his hands slowly run over her face. He saw that Anna was a little bit distant. She  couldn't stop thinking of John. His smooth fingers, tenderly touching her body and his plush lips making love to hers.

"Anna? What are you thinking?" Anthony asked, while looking deep into her eyes.

"Oh nothing Anthony, I'm just a little bit tired, you know?"

He looked a little bit sceptic at Anna but then he said

"Okay, then let's go upstairs. I'll have a quick shower and then we can sleep!"

So he took Anna's hand and was about to go out when he saw the lasagna on the floor.

"Oh, about that. I wanted to eat something and that was way too high for me to catch. And when I finally reached it, it fell down, I'm sorry!"

Anna thought that Anthony would ask more but he just said

"It's okay babe, I 'll clean it up, you can go upstairs." He said and kissed Anna's forehead

"Okay I will wait upstairs!" Anna said and went out.

Anna's POV

While I walked upstairs, I thought again what happened with John. I somehow felt terrible, doing this to Anthony. What is wrong with me? I can't lie to Anthony. I mean after he confessed me that he wants children with me. It surprised me, really. I never thought that he would think like that. And what am I doing? Fooling around with John, while he's away. I'm such a bad girlfriend. I just can't resist, when John is around and kissing and touching me like he did. I lose all my senses and my conscience. I was so lost in thoughts that I didn't realize, I was already in Anthony's bedroom. I was feeling really tired and just wanted to sleep and don't think any more about the happenings. So I pulled off my dress and went to the bathroom, to brush my teeth. While I was brushing my teeth, I looked in the mirror. What I was seeing, was a shattered, tyred looking 17 year old girl, with bruises and scars all over her body. I just need to change something. I can't running away from Nicole and getting into fights. I should make a decision, where my life should going. I can't love both. I have to decide. I split the toothpaste and washed my face. After a while Anthony came in. He softly kissed my back and walked over to the shower, turning the water on. He stripped down and was about to step in the shower when he asked