Lovely - A Zayn Malik Fanfiction

19. not too good at goodbyes

After the break up situation, Shirley was disturbed but she never let it out on someone, that's what made her gloomy these days. She didn't even visit Nora or any of her friends as such, neither in the club nor in Colton. It was really difficult to focus on something else, knowing that someone is constantly running through her mind. How could she forget him? How could she not think of Pete? What is she supposed to do to discord herself from him? Or did she already do it? By hanging away from him, going to a place where it was nothing like her world, interacting with those who were totally contradictory from Pete and herself. But the former didn't turn out to be loyal enough so she just crumpled the page of Pete's chapter from her mind and focused on something else to think.

Coming to think of it, thinking zilch was something very similar to her situation, as to what is coming in mind of a person who just caught their partner cheating.  She was just scrolling through her camera roll, started looking at all the pics of them together and in a moment she dragged them all to click the delete button. She shut her eyes after erasing every single trace of him.

"I'm so over you." She mumbled to herself.

(Zayn's POV)

You know the feeling about being alone but you don't care cause like you get whatever you want, even the best sex than most couples. That's what I am experiencing right now seeing Cole and his lizard ass girlfriend. Honestly I am not good at names so I just refer them with the way I see them.

"Baby I missed you so much, I've been helluva lot busy to even hang around with  you, you know, but I am so relieved by just meeting you." The girl said to Cole and I could practically see that he was enraptured by her. I just looked at them rolling my eyes, I continued my punches on the speed ball. After a while, I heard them talking a bit about someone who just got dumped, mostly I could hear the girl talking.

"Yeah, he's such an asshole of a person. I mean she did nothing but showed affection to him, and this is how he repays her. I am just gonna meet her today and tell her that 'shirley, you really need to get over that dickface." Wait did I hear Shirley? That's what made me stop punching the bag which caused it to swing back at me hitting my temple as I was looking at them. I hissed a little before stopping the bag from hitting me more.

"Yeah, I know poor girl. He could've just you know cleared himself up before getting busted." Cole said with a fake concern showing on his face.
"yeah right?!" I scoffed, Frankly speaking I really don't give two shits about them but I think I heard Shirley's name. Yeah, I mean that doesn't actually matter cause I don't give a fuck about her either, do I? I don't know and nor I want to.

The girl was really loud, enough for me to hear their conversation without eavesdropping on them. Her blabbering stopped for a while and I saw her leaving the club bidding her boyfriend goodbye with cheesy kisses and gestures. I gagged but then I saw Max coming in and I bet he saw the whole cheesy shit cause he was imitating her while she was gone. We both cracked up laughing and gave each other a high five.
"Yeah yeah, fuckin' funny." Cole mocked us and we laughed even more. He's a clean cornball who got stuck between two utter badasses.

(Shirley's POV)

Really this is getting exhausting, I've been calling her for the past 15 minutes, does this girl even want to meet me in the first place? I think I am being too obnoxious, maybe I should just wait some more, otherwise I'll just tell her to meet me in the studio. After two minutes my door bell rings and there she was. I opened the door and folded my arms not letting her enter the house.
"What's the time Bella?"
"Ugh it's just.....11:45!" She beamed at me giving me an innocent smile. She thinks I am gonna budge with that. I raised an eyebrow at her and she looked down pouting like a little girl. I held back a chuckle pursing my lips together.