Pleasure in Pain [Student/Teacher]

Chapter 10

(A/N) Unedited, hopefully it's not too bad. I really wanted to get another chapter in because I've made you guys wait a while, so I sort of rushed. I hope it's okay and thank you for reading! Enjoy :)

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Oh God how am I supposed to react? What do I say to that? This is extremely new to me! New to the point where I feel like throwing up. Oh God, what if I threw up on him!? Okay, no, I’m not going to throw up. Calm down Lillian, it’s not like he’s an angel or anything. Well, he looks like one, but there’s no need to be this nervous! I probably look like an idiot. Maybe I should say something?

            “Um…”

            Wow, nice one.

            What was anyone in my position supposed to say to that? I was merely a high school senior in the arms of one of the most sexy men I had ever laid eyes upon, yet he was my teacher. I knew he felt the same about me or else we wouldn’t be in this position, but I still couldn’t help but thinking, why? Why me out of all the other girls in his class, or even our town? I was virgin, having only one boyfriend that lasted less than a month. All I knew how to do was kiss someone, but he didn’t know that. What if he perceived me to be more than I actually was? I was inexperienced, yet here he stood before me, surrounded by several objects of arousal, things that had to imply that he wasn’t.

            A low chuckle cut through my thoughts and I looked at him with a puzzled expression. “You look like you’re going to pass out.” Jason said.

            I gave him a wry smile and shook my head. “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to. I’m just so… I don’t know.” I said softly, looking away from him.

            “Are you scared?” He asked.

            I couldn’t help but laugh at that question. “What are you gonna say? ‘Well you shouldn’t be, because you’re on Scare Tactics!’”

            Jason rolled his eyes and took a step forward, resulting in me taking a step back. “You shouldn’t be scared, Lillian. I’m not going to hurt you, unless of course, you enjoy that kind of thing.”

            Another step forward, another step back. My back was now firmly pressed against the wall. His arms came up and pressed against the wall, trapping me. I wasn’t afraid though. I wasn’t backing away because of that. I just didn’t know what else to do.

            “And what if I do?” I had no idea where the bout of confidence came from, but I was sure it wouldn’t last long. It wasn’t like I actually knew if that kind of stuff turned me on. All I knew was reading about it did. And watching the videos.

            Out of the corner of my eye I watched his hand come away from the wall and closer to my face. He brushed a few strands of hair away from my eyes and rested his fingers there. “You’ve found the right person, then.”

            Before I knew it, Jason’s lips smashed into mine roughly. At first I was shocked, not following through on my part, but after a short second I couldn’t help but wrap my arms around his neck and kiss back. I opened my mouth first and his tongue slid in, already demanding dominance over mine. I moved my body closer to his and his arms wrapped tightly around my waist.

            As the kiss deepened, I felt Jason’s hand slowly move down my back just before my ass, then slide back up, as if to tease me. He did that over and over until I finally got on my tiptoes and his hand glazed over my left cheek then squeezed firmly. I let out a soft moan against the kiss and pushed my body even closer to his. His bulge pressed against me and I let out another moan, wanting more, but still a little unsure of what I was actually doing.