dear, hatred

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I look at you, just sat there
you're shiny and sharp, waiting to be used
but in my brain, your purpose isn't generic
it's something more disturbing
and I hate myself for it

I stare at you, and you stare back
you're able to kill me, yet you could save me
and as much as I try to stop myself, i know I cant
so I pick you up, and hold you up
and I hate myself for this

For what I'm about to do
I hate myself
and I'm sorry

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