bored of being bored

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I so tired of feeling this way
it's a genuine ache in my heart
my chest feels tight, my chest feels heavy
I'm just so bored
of being bored

I'm fed up with everything right now
it's a dull constant emotion I feel all the time
I want it to go, I want to feel happy
but I just can't
and I want it to go

I collapse on the floor, what do I do now
scream into a pillow? cry myself to sleep?
I don't want this anymore, but I'm too scared to speak
I need help
but how do I ask?

why I drop a hint, they don't catch on
I want to tell them, but I just can't
whats wrong with me, I wonder, what's wrong with me
I want you here
but you don't care enough
...
actually, you never did.

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