It's like time has stopped for me but everytime I try to sleep I dream of my life when I was alive. But when I wake up I'm standing near my lifeless body. Am I not supposed to be gone? Am I here wandering around because of this machines on my body.
I don't want to be here anymore. I took my own life because I wanted to be free from all these pain but I'm still here. And I am able to see everything.
The hospital hallway looks so empty and sad. I could see other sick people fighting for there life. They have things and people they don't want to let go of but I have nothing, yet I felt like a prisoner.
Life went on for everyone as usual, the daily rituals of work.
Time didn't wait and my death didn't affect anybodies daily life except the people closed to me.
Kaiden was out there having fun without any knowledge of my being.
For a moment, I regretted my decision. Why did I do it? My mama and Papa are tired and soulless because of me. They both sit silently by me. What have I done? And Lucy, I haven't seen her so dull in my life.
Suddenly darkness hit me and I couldn't see anything.
The feeling rushing through me was intense but I was engulfed in darkness.
Then I felt my emotion bursting out,tears rolled down my cheek.
Please somebody save me.
