As I was looking out in the window from my hospital room, suddenly everything started to get blurry. I saw doctors and nurse running into my room as a loud noise was ringing in my ears.
Is this how it ends?
I regret my decision to end my life.I thought I was alone in this world. I couldn't reach out to anyone to share my pain. I felt like I would be just annoying them. I thought no one loved me. But when after all the things I saw, it opened my eyes. My parents loved me, my best friend loved me. And my decision was hurting them.
We feel all sorts of emotion because we are human. We think too much because we are human. Sometimes we are allowed to be weak, we are allowed to cry our heart out,We are allowed to shout till we feel better. In our darkest moment, our mind makes us think we are alone but there are people out there who cares for us.
Have I lost everything? I want to be that girl again who would smile and laugh till her stomach hurts. I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!
When I closed my eyes I saw their face, my parents, they were scared. They were hurt. I guess it ends here because I decided how I wanted end it.
