Theory of Friendship that goes deeper than Love

Hard and Okay

From the time they made out in their hotel room, Gun couldn't stop thinking about it. He liked not only the kissing with Papii, but also the mood they so easily got into that night. It didn't feel like some kind of a big deal to try a real kiss, but rather like a next fun thing to do together and it was so natural. He was shy, obviously, but most of all excited and happy. Now, even though they were seeing each other every day, there were always in a company of other people and Gun didn't know how to show or say that he would like to do it again. How should that go? He couldn't just corner the older boy and kiss him, or could he? Would Off think Gun is too needy? Maybe he should wait for Papii to suggest some time alone at his place or something? Off said that he wants to do it again, but when was the right time and what was the right way to ask for it? That was the first time Gun was in that kind of situation and it was frustrating. Frustrating and making him shy, to the point he was afraid to give Papii any sign what he wants. Spending so much time together was already good, so he felt guilty for thinking about kissing so much. Was Off thinking about it too? Even a little? Gun hoped he did, but it was hard to guess, because Papii was always so careful around people, never showing his feelings that much.
Actually, there was also another thing on Gun's mind beside kissing. It was what happened during a photoshoot today. They were asked to do many different poses and one of them required Gun to lean back on Off's stomach between his legs. It was difficult to stay in that position, because he was sliding down and he couldn't help but push his back hard into Papii's belly to keep himself up. He hoped it wasn't too uncomfortable for the older boy, but soon the photographer asked Gun to lie down so the back of his head was against Papii's crotch and he heard the other boy grunt quietly, but they had to endure a bit longer for the photos to be taken. He felt Papii tensing under him and on top of that they changed the pose a bit, now holding both hands. It felt nice, but Off complained about his 'thing' being squeezed. So, Gun tried to laugh it off, because that's what he always did when embarrassed. He rubbed the back of his head against Papii's groin playfully, but he didn't think it through, because Off tensed even more and squeezed Gun's hand as if he wanted him to stop wriggling. That was certainly Off giving him a sign to stop, because in a moment Gun could feel Papii getting hard. He pretended that nothing happened, so other people wouldn't notice. He didn't want Papii to be embarrassed after all, but he was sure Papii knew he noticed. It would be rather difficult not to notice a dick poking you in the neck. When Gun got up from between the older boy's legs he immediately strolled away towards other people, not even daring to glance back at Papii. Gun hoped he wasn't mad or upset with him for the teasing. He really didn't expect it to end like that. He was blushing so hard now and just because of the make up no one could tell he was.

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The first time that happened Gun was indeed too embarrassed to react in any way, but noticing Off getting a boner a couple of times more, Gun decided that it actually is kind of cute. It was just adorable that Papii felt good to the point his body betrayed him like that.
- Why are you smiling at me this way? - Off glanced at the younger boy only briefly, because he was driving them home after work.
- Um... I was thinking about Papii being very sensitive. - Gun blushed.
- Uh? Did I scratch my neck and got some red marks that look worse than they are again? - Off tried to take a look at himself in a car mirror.
- No, I didn't mean this kind of sensitive... I mean like the thing that sometimes happens during photoshoot or... - Gun hesitated. Thinking of boners as cute was one thing, talking about them was another. Off was still clueless what was the matter, because, honestly, all sorts of things happen during photo shoots. - I mean the thing that also happens when we... You know, when we kiss and cuddle, like, you know, not just the small kisses...
- It's called "making out". - Off provided helpfully, smirking.
- Well, yes, that. - Gun blushed and looked down.
- I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable. - Off smiled tightly realising what was the boy's shy stuttering about.
- D-do you feel uncomfortable when this happens with me?
- No. Not at all. The point is it feels too good to have your body close to mine.
- Then, why worry? I don't feel uncomfortable about it either.
- Oh... Okay. - Off didn't know what to say.
- I just wanted you to know. - Gun said smiling and suddenly feeling brave and excited that they were talking about such things, he put his hand on Off's thigh turning to face the older boy. Luckily they just stopped in front of Gun's place and Off didn't have to pay attention to the road anymore. He looked at the younger boy's hand. He could feel the warmth radiating, heating up more than just the place it was touching. Off imagined the hand moving a bit higher and it did. He inhaled surprised, because it felt like Gun reading his thoughts, or was his need for the boy's touch so obvious the only thing Gun had to read was his body language?
- Even a small thing with you feels good. - Off said looking up at the boy.
- Yeah, Papii feels good too. - Gun was still blushing, but smiling lovingly again and in a second his face was in Off's neck, small arms pulling them closer. - And smells good. - Full lips started to nip at the skin, which gets red so easily. Off was hyperaware of the small hand now moving from somewhere high on his thigh to his hip and back, squeezing.
- Come up here. - Off said sounding dazed already. He tipped Gun's chin up as he always did when he wanted to kiss. Their mouths met halfway. It felt like a perfect harmony. It wasn't the first time for them doing this just because they wanted to, not because they were meant to. Off inhaled loudly soaking in the taste of the younger boy, the softness of his lips. He couldn't help but let out a small needy noise when he felt Gun's tongue going in to meet his own. It was amazing to feel how eager the boy was about them being closer like that. His shy yet cheerful approach was heartwarming and making Jumpol fall for him even more. They were definitely on the same page about all of this, he could tell, because the younger boy was almost in his lap right now, humming happily into the deep kiss. Off knew they should stop soon. The car wasn't exactly a completely private place even if it was so late at night. They should stop soon, but Gun's plush lips and his shyly wandering hand were making it hard on him in more than one way.