Theory of Friendship that goes deeper than Love

Surprised and Embarrassed

Their schedule was packed recently again, with barely any time to have a break not to mention a day off. This is what you deal with on a year like this one, with filming and promoting a TV series you got to play the lead role in. But doing what you love is rewarding enough to pull through and actually enjoy everything that's happening around you no matter how hectic. The whole experience being that much better with your best friend in on the ride with you. Off was exhausted after days of filming, doing commercials, photoshoots and giving interviews somewhere in between that. Apparently not exhausted enough to drop on his hotel bed and sleep right away, what happened quite often nowadays. Not today though. He was already in bed ready to sleep, but it seemed the never ending excitement of work was messing with his body, so even now, after a long day he was kind of alerted and thrumming with unsettled energy. 'God knows why and how there was still any energy there.' Off thought incredulously smiling to himself. He was scrolling his social media feed to pass the time waiting for drowsiness to finally kick in when Gun returned to their shared hotel room from probably playing with their coworkers in another room like he was often doing. It was good to feel his presence back, knowing he is safe and going to get some well deserved rest. It just put Jumpol's mind at peace. He was seeing the younger boy moving around the room, blabbing about this and that and he couldn't deny being more and more distracted. His eyes wandering to Gun over and over again, the phone soon forgotten in his hand. The boy was getting ready for a shower, picking up some toiletries he needed. He bent down to reach for something in his suitcase and the baggy shorts he was wearing rode up the back of his thighs as high as they could go, showing his toned legs all the way to his butt cheeks. Normally Off was good at controlling his urges, but now his body betrayed him quite spectacularly. Arousal jolted through him and stopped at his dick making it twitch happily. Jumpol inhaled and exhaled deeply in a fruitless attempt to cool down, but his body wasn't on it. His heart already beating faster and his eyes glued to the younger boy's tempting body. Here was the answer to the restless energy he was feeling this evening. It must have been just a pent up tension. Well, it certainly felt like ages since he last had a time to relieve it. Off knew he shouldn't, not here and now, but Gun has just gone to the bathroom, so if he was quick no one would notice anything, right?
When Off heard the water in the shower running, his clouded with desire mind decided that it's something he could definitely pull off. He squeezed his dick briefly and it felt too good to give it a second thought. However he still looked around nervously as if he was expecting someone lurking nearby, but obviously there was no one there. He spotted Gun's jersey jacked at the foot of his bed and he grabbed it. He brought it to his nose and closed his eyes imagining holding the younger boy in his arms. His hand slipped inside his boxers and immediately started working his penis to full hardens. If Gun saw him like that he would die in embarrassment, but he would just have to be careful and quick. The water behind the door was still running. He was fine. Gun wouldn't know. He let his mind explore all the scenarios of him and Gun being close, kissing and probably doing more. Maybe getting each other off. The thought of Gun's hand touching him like he was touching himself now was making him shiver in pleasure. Because that would be enough to make him come. Just that, he wouldn't need anything more. Just a kiss, just a soft hand willing to make him feel good. He knew the younger boy wasn't experienced and he would never make him do anything he wasn't comfortable with, but there was no hurt in imagining Gun wanting to be intimate with him. If Gun wanted, if he just said a word, Off would do everything for him. He would even give up his own needs to make the other one happy. The jacket was doing it for Off wonderfully. He felt a bit like he was doing a very dirty thing, but he couldn't stop. He was stroking himself hard and slow and was already leaking. He reached to the night stand to grab a tissue feeling he's gonna need it soon if he didn't want to make a mess that could betray him. Worrying about one thing he forgot about the other and didn't notice the moment when water in the shower stopped. It was already to late when the bathroom door opened and the younger boy walked in to the room. Off froze and when Gun's eyes stopped at him, they widened in realisation.
- Gun...
- P-Pi... I'm sorr...
- No, Gun, I'M sorry. I shouldn't have. I... - Off didn't know what to say. He was in bed with Gun's jacket near his face, hand inside his boxers and a tissue in the other one. It was a situation no lie could make better. - I'm so sorry. - the older boy repeated helplessly.
- No, Papii, I understand...
- I don't want you to think I'm some pervert. I don't know what I was thinking. And it's your room too... I was so stupid. - Off said regretting his actions.
- I don't think you're a pervert. - Gun assured and his eyes moved to the jacket on Off's pillow. - This is my jacket, isn't it? - he asked rhetorically blushing.
- I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself. - Off blushed too and only now he realised that he still had his hand in his boxers. - Please, don't think I'm the worst. - he pleaded, but somehow he couldn't bring himself to take the hand out. Gun took a step backwards briefly looking down at himself and swiftly covered the front of his body with the towel he was holding. Off got this thought that maybe Gun wasn't completely unaffected by all of this, but he apologised again.
- I didn't want to make you weirded out. I'm already embarrassed for this. - he squirmed on the bed.
- Maybe... - Gun started stepping from one leg to another. - Maybe we can be embarrassed together, so you wouldn't have to feel bad about it?
- What do you mean? - Off asked cautiously.
- I mean, if I saw you like that, maybe if you saw me like that too... - it was clear that the younger boy was flustered, because his cheeks burned red. Off couldn't believe when he saw Gun's hand wandering inside his own boxers. Off's dick twitched vigorously at that sight.
- Y-you know, you don't have to be embarrassed anymore. - Gun said starting to stroke himself. - I didn't see much after all and now you see me doing the same, so it's okay.
- Oh, God, Gun. - Off whimpered and couldn't help giving his cock a squeeze. The younger boy's breathing became heavier and his eyes were fixed at Off.
- Now, when I touched myself I realised how much I needed that too. - Gun moaned moving his hand.
- Gun, do you want me to continue or... - Off whispered mesmerised by the eroticism of the scene in front of his eyes.
- I don't want you to stop, because I interrupted you. - the younger boy's eyes were half closed and he kept working his hand over his shaft and Off was dizzy with excitement just watching him like that, even if the underwear was hiding most of it. This was like a craziest wet dream.
- Ah, Papii, please don't stop. I'm just gonna... - Gun moaned and run back to the bathroom shutting the door behind him. Off jumped out of bed and stopped at the door. He was worried, feeling guilty and too aroused to think clearly. He just wanted to come so bad, but Gun was more important.
- Gun, why... Are you okay?
- Uhm, it's too embarrassing, but I want to do it. I want to do it with Papii, please.
- Like that? Behind the door? - Off was confused.
- Is it okay? I want you to be there and touch yourself too.
- It's okay. - Off answered softly. This was strangely arousing. Gun being all cute and embarrassed and too excited to stop, but too shy to stay in the room. He could hear his quiet panting. He had to be right behind the door, maybe even leaning on them. Off did the same imagining it and putting his hand back in his pants. Yes, he could do it like that, if it was too soon for Gun to do anything else it was alright.
- Gun, are we good? You won't freak out?
- I won't. Papii, stop worrying, just get your hand back in your...
- I already did. - Off smiled, because he could tell Gun was more comfortable being able to get some privacy. - Is it okay if I imagine you touching me? - he teased carefully.
- Yes, because I want to touch Papii, but I just got too shy.
- It's alright to be shy, but you don't have to. I really like the idea, you know? Maybe we can try another time?
- Yeah, Papii, this is silly, but it feels so good when I know Papii's there doing the same.
- Yeah, I know. And your jacket smelling just like you. It felt amazing too. - Off confessed and heard Gun moaning in answer.
- Sniffing Papii's neck would be better. - Gun added breathing heavily and Off imagined he started stroking himself faster, so Off sped up too.
- You can always do it. Whenever you want, I love it.
- And kiss...
- Yeah, and kiss. - Off heaved - Oh, Gun, I'm close already.
- Me too. - Gun gasped and Off heard that he was fumbling with the roll of toilet paper. It reminded him about the tissue crumpled in his own fist.
- Tell me when you're ready, I wanna finish together. - Off asked.
- Um, uhm... - the only answer Off got was Gun's panting and the sounds of the boy jerking off. It was too much.
- Ah, fuck that, I'm not gonna last longer. - Off said feeling his balls tightening and he didn't try to be silent at all when he shot his load into the tissue.
- Papii, aagh... Ah! - Gun orgasmed a moment later and then silence followed.
- Gun? - Off asked. The boy didn't answer, but right before Off started to panic the door opened and very flushed boy stood there shyly.
- Gun, come here. - Off moves forward to hug the younger boy. - Thank you. It felt amazing.
- I didn't want to be so shy, but I don't know, I just did. - Gun hugged back. hiding his face in Off's chest.
- It's okay. Whatever you feel comfortable with. - Off kissed the boy's head cradling him in his arms.
- I didn't expect to walk in on Papii doing something like that. I was surprised. - he mumbled into Off's t-shirt.
- Hey, like you didn't surprise me back, when you started to touch yourself too. - Off giggled.
- I guess I surprised myself as well. - the younger boy smiled.
- You know, I would never masturbate when you could walk back to the room any moment, but you were walking around the room wearing those shorts and I couldn't take my eyes off your thighs and after that I just couldn't think straight.
- Papii likes my thighs? - Gun asked coyly.
- Yeah. And when you bent down in front of me I was hard like in five seconds. - Gun let out a muffled moan at that. - Hey, we've just did the most ridiculous and hottest thing ever. Like you said, no need to feel embarrassed if we get embarrassed together.
- Yeah. - Gun agreed and surprised Off with a long kiss right after.
- Oh my, what did I do to deserve such a cutie like you in my life? - Off grinned and Gun just shrugged his shoulders innocently.
- Let's kiss some more? - Off asked and Gun grinned back before bringing their lips together again.
- You smell nice. - Off commented when they stopped to take a breath - You smell like you've just... You know. - Off smirked.
- Shut up, Papii! - Gun whined embarrassed hiding his face in Off's chest again.