Peep: heyyyyyy baby
Peep: me an Tracy gonna be goin to a party tonite
Peep: lots of ppl gon be there
Peep: so u wana come?
Peep: it's all cool if u don't wana tho ik parties aren't your scene
Peep: sorry for blowing up ur phone
Peep: aye no I'm not
Peep: I luh ya ❤️I smiled as I checked my phone. I shot off a reply to him.
Me: i would love to but im exhausted :(
Peep: it cool baby, I can cancel n bring u food?
Me: aw don't do that, u would be leaving Tracy
Peep: he a grown ass man he can go to parties himself
Me: I can tell ur looking forward to this so have fun
Peep: u sure? I'd do anything for u
Peep: n yes that includes skipping a cool ass party to take care of u
Peep: imma swing by wit coffee
Peep: see ya in a fewA couple minutes later, he was in fact knocking on my apartment door. I laughed and answered it. He whistled. "Woah, you look like hell baby. That tired?"
I nodded. "Yeah."
"Don't make me tired, imma be up all night." He handed me a coffee cup.
I accepted it and took a sip. "I won't."
"Need anything else?"
"Nah, go have fun."
"Aight, baby, if you need anything you know where to find me." He held up his phone and shook it. "I gotta go, I'll see ya later." He kissed my cheek and ran back down to his car.
I smiled and sat on the couch, turning on an episode of Friends.A whole bunch of episodes later, I was laying on the couch half asleep. Gus came stumbling in. "Hey, baby."
"You drunk?" I raised my head slightly.
"Yeah. Did I wake you up? Damn, I'm sorry."
"Nah, it's okay." I laid my head back down.
He made his way over to me and pulled a blanket over me. "Sleep good."
I nodded. "Where are you gonna sleep?"
"Imma just steal your bed, aight baby? Just kick me out if you want it." Gus kissed my forehead.
"Goodnight." I said sleepily.
He smiled. "You're so fuckin' cute. Sleep good."----
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lilpeep: hellboy found his ghost girlI checked my phone right as I woke up and saw Gus had posted this right after I went to sleep. I smiled reading the comments.
tracyminajj: damn bro, lemme smash? you be lookin fiiiiine
lilpeep: tracyminajj you gotta pay me, 15 xans
tracyminajj: lilpeep only 15? bro I can get that no time, u really lemme fuck
lilpeep: tracyminajj you know it hoe 😩😏
tracyminajj: lilpeep see ya fine ass soonI giggled. "Gus!"
"Kitchen!"
I wrapped a blanket around myself and walked to the kitchen. "Hi, Gus. Oh shit, hi Tracy."
"Told you she'd see the comments." Tracy shrugged.
"Did you all quietly fuck?"
"We were gonna but then you woke up." Gus kissed my nose.
"Who took the photo?"
"Yours truly." Tracy smirked at me.
"You look adorable." Gus wrapped an arm around me.
"Your phone is blowing up."
"Everyone wanna know who my ghost girl is."
"She's an adorable motherfucker."
I buried my face in Gus's chest. "Aw, you made my girl shy."
"You gonna tell her?"
"Tell me what?" I asked.
"Baby, imma go on tour again. Leaving in a couple weeks."
"Okay."
"Wanna come with?"
"Yeah."
"Aight, baby. We gonna have a lot of fun, yeah?"
"Yeah."
"Perfect."
"Imma go, let y'all spend time together. Have fun." Tracy winked, and he was out the door.
My phone started ringing and I answered it. "Bitch!" My friend, Chloe, said.
"Woah, what's wrong?"
"Lil Peep has a girl!"
I smiled, motioned for Gus to be quiet, and put my phone on speaker. "He does?"
"Yeah! Posted about her last night, he must've been at a party or something."
"What'd he say?"
"Hellboy found his ghost girl. Leia, who do you think it is? Could it be that Layla chick? Ooh, maybe Bella Thorne again."
Gus audibly groaned, and I covered his mouth with my hand. "Maybe."
"Sucks for you. I know you're friends with him, how did you not know know about this?"
"I just woke up."
"Oh, I see. But didn't you have a crush on him?"
"Well, I mean, I still do." I looked over at Gus and he was grinning wildly.
"Lemme use my detective skills, I'll find out who it is. I'll call you later, yeah?"
"Sure."
She ended the call and Gus laughed. "Baby, you lyin' to your friends now?"
"Mhm. She would be jealous I'm with the one and only."
"Oh, would she now? She'd just be jealous that you've kissed me..."
"Oh, hey, no! You were gonna fuck Tracy."
"I wasn't actually gonna fuck him." Gus grumbled, sitting on the counter. "He'd fuck me." He added under his breath.
"Gustav!"
"I'm joking."
"Are you?"
"He didn't give me the stuff so.... I'm serious."
"Sing me one of your unrelased songs I haven't heard."
"I wanna drink my wine, I wanna pass that by, I wanna make her cry, she wanna make me die. Apple pie, six cigarettes, and now catch the vibe we can't forget." He sang.
"Aw, you're such a good singer."
"Course I am."
"So humble too."
He picked me up, placed my legs around his waist, and kissed me. "Aw, you're so cute."
"No, I'm not."
"Baby, shh." He sat me on the couch. "You are."
"Gus-"
"Leia." He slid his hand up my thigh.
"Gus, I never fucked anyone."
He looked at me and smirked. "So you want me to be your first?"
"Yeah."
"You sure?"
"I'm sure."
Gus kissed me again, his hands grabbing onto my hips. I pulled his shirt off. "Mm, someone's needy." He mumbled.
"Oh, shut up."
"Nah." He slid his hands down my pants. I whimpered and he laughed. "Aw, you can't control yourself. How cute."
"Gus." I squeezed my legs together and bit my lip.
"You think that can stop me from fucking you senseless."
"Gus-"
"All you can say is my name, huh?" He pulled down my pants.
I tugged on his pants and got them down. "Be gentle." I whispered.
"I will." Gus pushed me down and propped himself above me. He positioned himself and pushed into me. "Tell me if I hurt you, okay?"
"Gus!" I cried out his name.
"Shh, shh. Your neighbors are gonna hear."
"Gus-"
"Shh." He kissed my neck.
"I'm... I'm close."
Gus thrusted one last time and I climaxed. He did too, so we ended up laying down, him on top of me until he flipped me. I was then laying on his chest as he stroked my hair. "Baby, you're okay?"
I nodded. "Yeah."
"Good." Gus lit a blunt and inhaled it. He smiled and blew smoke out of his nose. "You're my ghost girl."
"Yeah, I am."
"Good. Aight, imma go take a shower."
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i'll be back in the morning // lil peep fanfic
Fanfiction"Your music was the only thing keeping the peace when I was falling to pieces. And I still am. But your music just makes me sad now."