Recuperation

I'm scared to love you

(The gif is of David Gandy who is going to play Mark, he is 34 years old but Damn is he gorgeous, I find him so attractive I don't even know, he is just beautiful.)

Jason's pov 

I sat on the end of the bed with my legs crossed and a huge smile on my face as I looked at my baby that was sat in the same position across from me with the biggest pout on his face that I have seen on him yet. 

"Y-You cheater." He whined throwing his cards down onto the hospital bed and crossing his arms over his fragile chest. 

I let out a bark of laughter and leaned over the short space kissing my lovers cheek softly, but he turned away from me making me laugh again, "I didn't cheat baby," I laughed, but he ignored me looking at the white wall across from him and I couldn't help but laugh at how childish he was being.

"Baby, I didn't cheat, I promise," I whispered crawling over to him, but he kept the pout on his face, "Do you want a rematch pumpkin? Will that make you see that I didn't cheat in go fish?" I asked him with a smirk on my face only for it to widen into a grin as he slowly nodded his head and pushed me by my chest so I was sitting back down then picked up all the cards and shuffled them before handing me five and getting himself five then throwing the rest onto the bed angrily face down. 

I laughed again at how cute he was being and waited for him to speak, "Kings?" He asked harshly and I chuckled again.

"Go fish baby," I smirked making him huff and pick up a card, "Six?" I questioned making him whine and throw 2 sixes at me as I bit my lip to stop myself from laughing at him. 

This is the fourth rematch that we have had and I have won all of them so he keeps demanding rematches saying that I am cheating and it isn't fair because he used to be king at this game and that he isn't winning because he is rusty and I am still cheating. 

Justin also wont let me kiss him because he said that cheaters don't get kisses from their lovers as they do not deserve the kisses, he said that I should be a good boyfriend and let him win because that is what any different person would do, but all through this I could not help but laugh. 

It is so different seeing him this way and I love it, I love how he is joking around with me, he hasn't even started his sessions yet, but he already seems like a whole different boy to me. I know he is still broken and ill, but I don't know it's weird he has just changed, he still isn't eating his food but I don't know what I was expecting.

Did I think that now he admitted to himself that he needed help he would get better automatically? Of course not. 

I wasn't even expecting him to be the way he is now, but you can see in his eyes that he is glad that he finally could see how bad he really was that he has come to terms with it and that he can try to get better and move on from it.  

Mark had come in earlier on today and told us that Justin could go home later on to get his things ready and said that the most he could have at home is three days before he has to leave for the rehab centre.

Justin was happy about finally getting to leave the hospital having been her now for three months and two weeks, yes it had been that long since he showed his mum his body and he has been so sick of staying in this hospital room. 

I have been taking him outside to get some fresh air and we would walk around the hospital garden which was actually really beautiful and well taken care of. 

"Three?" He asked and I handed him one of my cards making him smile lightly as he pulled out the other three cards and placed them down making me grin at how excited he looked about it.