The way you look at HIM

I know

Ryes POV

Breath Ryan. I said to myself as I took a deep breath. I looked up at the sky. I focused on the clouds floating by.

" he is not you Ryan" Andy said which made me look at him

"It doesn't matter if his name is yours he can never replace you" before he could say anything I wrapped my arms around him. He wrapped his arms back around me.

" I can't lose.... the band" I said lying about what I actually wanted to say

" you won't Rye don't worry" he said pulling away from me then walked back to the door and said

" you won't lose anything" then he walked inside leaving me outside.
I knew he knew how much his friendship mean to me.

It had been couple off hours and Sunny was getting comfortable here. He had all the boys laughing with him. Heck even I was laughing. I smiled at Andy he was laughing so hard. He was hitting those pitches that could break glass.

It's funny a lot of people hate how load his laugh is but to me it's perfect. The was he smiles so much that his eyes almost close. The way he laughs with such happiness. I love it.

It's not to shocking though. I love everything he does. Every mood swing. Every screaming tantrum. Every laugh. Every smile. I love everything about him.

" watch yourself" Jack whispered in my ear I look at him confusion written all over my face.

" if you keep staring at him like that you might just have to admit something we both know you can't" he said what is he talking about... Does he know about that night?

" what are you talking about" I asked he shrugged then looked at brook who was laughing with sonny

" one day you will be ready buddy but if you wait to long you just might lose what's in front of you" he said then drank the rest of his beer.

" trust me I know" he said as he walked away.