Ryes POV
"No we can't...."
" please"
" no...You'll regret it"
" I won't I love you"
I flung you out of my bed trying to breath. I hit the ground putting my head in between my legs. Forget it Ryan just forget it. I started hitting my head with my hands.
Why can't I forget!
It was a mistake!
Why!
Why!
Why won't this go away!!
I felt hands grab my hands from hitting me. I looked up and saw Andy looking into my eyes. I grabbed him and yanked his on my lap putting my head on his chest.
" are you okay rye" no I'm not I thought but I didn't say it
" you were screaming" I hadn't realized I did
" talk to me" I squeezed him tighter not saying anything
" you know I care about you" I know
" you know you can talk to me" not about this it will hurt you
" Rye" he said as he lifted my head. I looked into his blue eyes. I started feeling all the thing I told my self not to feel. That's when I heard it again in the back of my head.
" I won't I love you"
I pulled him off of my lap then stood up. Walking over to my dresser and folding the clothes which are on top of it.
" I'm sorry I woke you up but I'm fine you can go back to sleep" I said
"Rye-" he started but I cut him off
" thank you Andy for everything good night " I said
I heard him sigh as he walked to the door. He turned back and looked at me. I looked at him.
" I'm tired" he said sighing
" then go to bed" I said laughing he smiled
" I won't I'll be to worried about you" he said I looked at him then my bed
" then sleep in here with me"
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FanfictionRye and Andy have always been super close but they went any further because Ryan was a hundred percent straight That's was until they have a new band member sonny who starts spending all his time with Andy Which makes Rye feel left out and misses...
